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Please @Shaz51 I really wish I hadn't mentionesd it I prefer it not to be all over the forums. I'm sorry it's my fault it's my responsibility. I jsut wanted to say to some people I though I knew well well but I've stuffed up I'm sorry

Not telling anyone my sister xx @Till23

I don't know @tyme ………… ……………………………………………………………………………….

Thank you so much @Shaz51 it's just a bit hard at the moment

Hi @AuntGlow @tyme @NightFury @Shaz51

Thank you for your wishes and I wish I could react normally to them I hate my birthday it's too stressful

So I really apologise and really appreciate your support .

I'm also operating on very little sleep and have another stressful appointment tomorrow and again on thursday - not that they are excuses I am an adult after all

Hey @Till23 ,

HUGS to you. I hear there is a lot going on for you at the moment. I just want you to know we are sitting with you. I may not have the words that might 'fix' things, but I hope it's okay to know that you are not alone in this.

I hear things are so so hard right now.

I'll be on tomorrow, at different points of the day, so would it be okay we check-in again tomorrow after you've had some sleep? It may help things a little?

Here for you.

Thanks for your response @tyme

Sorry, I'm not sure how tomorrow will pan out

I will drop by briefly a couple of times to catch up with someone I said I would and so I feel a responsibility to do that.

I don't know. It might be better if I don't post anything about me. I seem not to know anything about myself right now

Thank you so much for sharing this with us @Till23,

Birthdays bring up some real complex emotions, don't they? So it's incredibly valid that you would be feeling vulnerable today. Just because you are an adult and you understand what is happening intellectually, doesn't negate the very real bodily sensations that come up when our younger selves are triggered. I know we have talked about parts before, and I am wondering what kind of love and nurturing you can provide for you inner child right now? The part who is feeling scared to be seen?

You deserve birthday wishes, and I would love to wish you a happy birthday, my fellow Cancerian. 🤩💕I hope you get some rest tonight. I will be here to check-in on how you are doing tomorrow, okay?

Hello my dear @Till23 !

How are you going today?

Hello @Till23, how are you feeling today? 💛