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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@AlwaysMyself I'd send you a sachet to try if I could 😂.

I've never been able to drink chai, it just tastes strange to me. But I'm glad you've found the brand that you like and a bonus that they do a low sugar version of it too.

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Haha yep we can imagine if there was a "peer post" service where we send 2x sachets, and 1 gets passed on and the second one gets to be donated to the peer staff who facilitate it 🤣🤣. It shows your lovely personality that you would think of sending one if you could. 😍 And that is a really nice feeling to hear/read - so in this case it definitely is "the thought that counts" @MissGremlin .

I think anyone who likes 'chai tea' would say this powder is not real chai 😂. When someone first suggested to me to order a Chai Latte I said to them "I don't like tea". So they made me one for free to try lol. I was converted lol. It does not taste at all like tea. More just like "spice late" I guess??

I get a lot of "looks" from people when I tell them I don't like tea or coffee (other than cold & sweet). It's like there is some cultural expectation that you will like at least one of hot tea or hot coffee as an adult. *shrug*. I like hot chocolate, but I rarely drink it - I'm also pretty fussy about it because I often can't taste it lol.

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@AlwaysMyself wouldn't that be good. Awww thankyou sweet ❤️.

I have to hop off for a bit, I'm sorry sweet. It's just a bit too much trying to reply to any big posts at the moment. But thankyou for chatting to me and having a drink with me, i really appreciate it.

I hope you have a good night ❤️

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Take care @MissGremlin . Enjoy Buffy, Angel, colouring, etc 😍

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Arkadia Chai is one of my faves @AlwaysMyself I find it comforting. I love having a mug of it before bed.

It's good to be home @MissGremlin

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@NightFury i bet it is sweet, I'm glad you are home

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Super long work days @MissGremlin

How has your day treated you?

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@NightFury my day has been really hard, I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes but I can't and won't let them fall. (I'm safe for now.)

I'm starting my bedtime routine now, then hoping i can just rest.

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You're absolutely allowed to let those tears fall @MissGremlin

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@NightFury i can't, if I do i won't be able to stop. That loss of control is too scary right now. (I'm safe).

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