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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hugs, my friend @MissGremlin

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Hey @MissGremlin ,

Sorry to hear this. Are you able to focus on some grounding activities at all?

A walk with Capser? A shower?

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Hello @tyme. I've just sat in my bed and I have my colouring and diamond art with me. Hoping I can do one of them soon maybe.

Casper is next to me resting his paw on me cos he knows I'm not ok. (I'm safe).

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Sending you some care @MissGremlin . (i don't quite have capacity right now to find "new" images tailored to "dreamy" theme, but I have these Bear ones saved from the past. 😊)

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Thankyou @AlwaysMyself sweet ❤️.

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How bear-tiful @AlwaysMyself

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What an amazing 4 pawed companion @MissGremlin

Is there anything you want to talk about that is safe to discuss on the forums?

Otherwise, what would be helpful on the forums at this time?

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@tyme he really is a good boy.

I was actually going to email to talk about having my account deleted cos of things going on and cos I can't offer anyone anything at the moment so feel that I don't deserve to be here.

I wanted to have connection but then got overwhelmed when the conversation became too long. Tomorrow is a really scary day. (I'm safe for now).

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I'm sorry @MissGremlin . It's also OK to remind me to "keep it to one sentence"!

You deserve connection and care and support. Does not matter if you have nothing in your cup to give in return.

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@AlwaysMyself it's ok sweet, you don't have anything to apologise for. It's hard when I want/need connection but my brain struggles with communication other than very small talk.

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