Battles

@NightFury i hear you sweet, it definitely sounds like it's been a big week. Have you got anything on for the weekend?

Today has been hard, I'm trying my best to keep pushing through (I'm safe).

Unfortunately, I do @MissGremlin I have lawn bowls tomorrow, Sunday I need to work hard and get lots of study done and Sunday night I'm going to a show.

@NightFury it sounds like a busy weekend for you aswell. I hope you can find some moments for a little bit of self care in between things sweet.

Sorry that the clinic did not accept your referral @MissGremlin,.. I can't remember, or maybe I never knew which state you are in, but in NSW you don't need a referral to go to Safe Haven, you just rock up. It's not a medical clinic it's a specific space for people to feel safe and there are peer workers there if you want to talk to someone. There is information about different services and I think they might have some other allied health services or at least information about them. I went to a talk there from a person with LE of suicide attempt, but it wasn't fully open and I have been back, so I'm not sure what they have, but you can definitely just walk in.

I don't have anyone i'd feel comfortable enough with to talk to them about this stuff. But I am used to do things by myself as I've always been alone.

Thanks for chatting, even though you only have a couple of drops in your cup and I am honoured you have shared them with me

@MissGremlin Read. That must be so painful. I hope the in-between years were full of good memories though.

And I am so proud of you for removing yourself from that initial situation! Not easy!

I wish there was something effective I could offer you to help you in your pain today, tonight, tomorrow.

If there is, you know you can ask/say (obv within the site rules lol) 😊

It will be a busy weekend @MissGremlin and after a busy week there are some things that I wish I hadn't committed to.

Do you have plans for this weekend?

@Till23 I'm in South Australia, that's what this clinic is but they offer other services aswell. They are only open though certain days/times so it's not overly helpful and the 24 hour one is not close to me so that's not an option either.

Well I'm always here to listen sweetheart, i know it's hard sometimes in this space to talk about things though. I know how hard it is to do things alone.

Awww you're so welcome ❤️.

@AlwaysMyself i should have never gotten involved with him but i left one evil for another that at the time I thought was better but it cost me everything. Times like this i have to remind myself that I was very much in survival mode and doing what I could to get through but it hurts that I can't change things now and I despise myself for ever letting things happen.

Tonight is already hitting hard so I'm not sure how tomorrow is going to go (I'm safe).

I'm feeling so overwhelmed right now, the kid next door is on her trampoline so she's being noisy, the trampoline is squeaking with every jump and the parent is whipper snippering right against the fence. It's all too much noise at once when I was already in sensory overwhelm. I have my ear buds in but it's not enough to drown out the noise.

@NightFury i hear you sweet. It really sounds like alot for you after a full on week.

I don't have any plans, tomorrow is a bit of a trigger date for me so I'll be staying connected here and trying to keep busy.

I will be around tomorrow @MissGremlin so reach out if you need. ❤️