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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Chasingsunsets ooohhh yes please ☺️

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This is like my 4th batch of them come through already in just this one clam shell for the season haha, first pic of this years tadpoles I have shared actually, so hot off the press @MissGremlin 🐸

 

I’ll hopefully be able to take some better ones tomorrow 🐸, I have 4 clam shells of them 🤭

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@Chasingsunsets oohhhh how exciting, frogs are so cute so I can't wait to see them once they change.

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Haha yeah I’ll have to keep you updated!! I am a bit slack this year and the tree that the frog babies all use to hide in fell down so I have been very sad about that! Not sure if the babies stick around I’ll have to keep more of an eye out. 🐸

two lizards tonight one of them near the clam shell so no doubt he’s had a feed one one or two at some stage I reckon!

check the grip on this guy, found on the window, I thought something was wrong with his back feet turns out he just likes to hold on like that 😂

 

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How are you tracking tonight @MissGremlin 💜

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@Chasingsunsets shall wait for the picture to show up and respond to that post once it does.

Tonight is really hard and I'm not even sure why, I've been feeling so emotional today and on edge (I'm safe for now). It feels like the night is dragging on forever, I should be sleeping but I'm not even tired.

I've just packed up my colouring and I'm about to head to bed, will see if watching Buffy and Angel helps to keep me distracted.

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@Chasingsunsets oh that's so sad that the tree fell down. There might still be some babies hanging around though.

Hehe oh I'm sure that lizard had a snack or 2, such is nature.

Haha he's got an interesting grip happening, whatever works for him i guess 😂.

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I hear you @MissGremlin, I hope watching buffy and angel helps. I noticed you have been watching it for a bit so maybe be helping in some way I hope 🙏

Look forward to seeing updates on your artwork too 😊

I hope to be able to get on tomorrow, have double my jobs as 0 today but fingers crossed. It’s been lovely chatting, I’ll have to mention about my amazing little leucistic tadpole I had one time. He was very cute and made it to being a frog! 🐸

im going to try get some rest now, I hope you can too 😴🐶

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@Chasingsunsets thankyou for chatting to me sweet.

I hope you can get a good night's sleep ❤️

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Likewise @MissGremlin, as always, lovely chatting. I really hope you can get some rest and recharge a bit, hope to catch you tomorrow at some stage too 🙏

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