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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Chasingsunsets it was a wolf spider and unfortunately he met his fate.

Honestly for ages after I couldn't sleep cos all I could think about is a spider crawling across me while I was sleeping. I still keep looking everywhere I walk and I refuse to tread on that part of my carpet in my room 😂. Yes Casper knew it was there. Thy mystery mosaic is a whole heap of numbered shapes that you have to colour in one by one to know what the picture is going to be.

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Oh gross @MissGremlin, you are better than me what great courage you had to catch it and remove it!! Think I’d have to move out lol. 😅

That sounds super cool your art work!! Definitely appeals to me that one! It actually reminds me of the adult dot to dot 1000 dots per page of animals!! It was a lot of fun! I still have it somewhere, don’t think I finished it! What’s your one called?

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@Chasingsunsets catch it, with my shoe 😂. I'm avoiding my room so not that courageous 😂.

Oh I've always looked at those dot to dots but that's a bit too much for me.

Here's the books and the picture I'm working on which is from the 100 quest one. 

 

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Waiting on your pics @MissGremlin thankyou!

Catch it with your shoe 😂, but wait didn’t you get it or do you think there’s more in there now? That’s why you have moved to the lounge lol.

So fair @MissGremlin, I agree 1000 dots sounds a lot, if there’s any consolation it’s A3 so not all squished on a small book haha I’ll attach it anyway cos the cover is cute haha. But definitely hear you re too many dots. Look forward to seeing your pics.

 

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Omg @MissGremlin that’s epic 😂!! They will look so good I think I know which one you are colouring in 🤩😁

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@Chasingsunsets oh I got it, it's just given me the icks 😂. It's not the first time I've had an encounter with a wolf spider, in fact this would be the 4th one but one of them actually ran up my arm when i was doing my washing, so yeah I'm really not a fan of them. I think they are out to get me 😂.

I think I'll stick to kids dot to dots 😂. I've actually been irritated by them cos I never know whether to curve the line or make it straight 😂.

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@Chasingsunsets hehe yes I picked a particular one to do first. Fun fact is that for some reason my eyes can see what the pictures are when I look at them even before starting them.

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Arnt you lucky @MissGremlin getting up and close with nature making friends haha. 😝 up your arm? Now that’s too close and personal 🤣🤣

I had one jump out the edge of the lawn and caught a bug when I had the torch on them when I looked closer she had all her babies on her back 😯, I was very glad she was outside!!

You’ll have to get some sage to smoke out your room haha

Haha you’re so funny dreamy you do the most complex art it’s funny what turns us off though hey!! And it’s not colourful so I guess makes it less exciting maybe. Haha i definitely get you re not knowing if you need to make the line straight or curved so funny 🤣. I had to do mine in lead pencil the rubber got a work out at times I was making my own dot to dot and not following the right numbers 🤣🤣

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@Chasingsunsets haha too up close and personal 😂. They can stay outside of my house where i can admire them from a distance 😂.

Oohhh that's a cool encounter. Spiders really are fascinating and make such beautiful webs, i just don't want them as my housemates 😂.

Yeah and trying to colour them in just doesn't sit well with me, they never look right 😂. Complex is good, it keeps me focused for longer, keeps the thoughts at bay usually. Haha your rubber getting a workout, it's the same if i do any type of dot to dot, I forget which number I'm supposed to be finding next 😂

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@MissGremlin @I’m out looking at my tadpoles Green tree frogs, want a pic 🐸

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