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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thankyou @Chasingsunsets ☺️.

How are you going sweet?

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Heya @MissGremlin, how are you going?

I’m ok riding the waves I guess, getting dumped by some waves here and there but you know been here before, all good. At least I have recovered from the trauma of indi deciding to trim her nails the other day 😂 so loud 💅

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Hope you are able to swim through the waves @Chasingsunsets , but hoping you also know that we're all here to help you float and provide a life-ring when you want/need. 🤗 (Keeping with the beach/water theme lol)

How's things sitting now @MissGremlin ?

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@Chasingsunsets tonight's proving to be a challenge but I'm trying to keep myself distracted (I'm safe for now).

Hope you can get past those waves soon sweet and have some calmer waters to just float along in. Haha oh the nail trim, i can hear the sound just thinking about it. I still haven't recovered from a certain spider scaring the bejeebees out of me last night 😂.

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@AlwaysMyself heavy, it's a challenging night here. Just trying to keep distracted and have a movie on. (I'm safe for now).

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Anything I can offer before i head to sleep @MissGremlin ?

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@AlwaysMyself it's ok sweet, I'll just keep trying to do what I'm doing and hopefully sleep will come at some stage.

Hope you can get a good night's sleep ❤️

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Hey there @AlwaysMyself @MissGremlin, what are you guys up to this evening I’m on the couch watching a bit of the tennis.

Thanks alwaysmyself always bucket loads of appreciation!! 🫶, trying to surf em, hopefully better days ahead 🤞. Wanted to get some stuff done today but the day was a wipeout. Had some nice strawberries though, they were delicious 😋. love the life raft too 😊

@MissGremlin Thanks my friend, you too. Here with ya tonight, did you get a chance to watch the add with the dog in it 🐶. Omg a spider!! I really don’t like spiders too @MissGremlin, nearly ran into 2 on my walk tonight 😅 few choice words and it was getting dark and then anything that touched me I thought it was a spider haha not normally like that but I really don’t love them!! I hope the spider that scared you was outside? Haha 🤯

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@Chasingsunsets I'm still on my lounge watching a movie and doing one of my mystery mosaic colourings.

Thankyou sweet ☺️. I haven't yet, just haven't been able to focus on much. Oh that's the worst when you almost walk into them. Last night I had only just dozed off when Casper jumped off my bed on alert, I could hear a noise like rustling but it was really windy outside so I didn't know if it was coming from inside or outside. I got Casper back up on my bed and he settled again so I didn't think much of it, but then my big heavy metal gate blew open (no idea how cos its really hard to move as it is) so I got up to investigate and shut it again. I came back inside and was about to walk around the last corner to my bed when there was this huge spider on the floor staring at me, it was the size of the top of a coke can and big enough that that's what was making the rustling noise when it was walking over my colouring/crafts things.

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Night night @AlwaysMyself

@MissGremlin oh no sounds like a huntsman or something, super scary when they run and how rude just stepping on all your craft stuff lol. Did you manage to get it or are you camping outside for the night?

nah jokes aside my friend are you alright re spider? Casper sounded amazing what a good fella !!
The mystery mosaic colouring sounds cool! What’s that one about 😊

ps no worries about the video 🐶😊

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