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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@tyme it's a sun catcher, the sparkly jewel at the bottom reflects rainbow colours when the sun hits it.

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Duh!!! I want the emoji from iphones where the person is hitting their head...

In my head I put "Dreamy" and suncatcher together to get dream catcher. Sorry! @MissGremlin

Actually, to be honest, my head is everywhere. I feel I'm everywhere tonight. So much so, I closed down all my windows on my screen so that I could 'start from scratch' and clear my brain.

May be because I had over 30 people over at my house today!

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Oh @tyme, no need to apologise. It sounds like today was alot for you. Closing all the windows down and starting from scratch i think is fair.

Have you been able to have any time to try to wind down from today sweet?

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@MissGremlin @NightFury Love the completed Gizmo! 😍 It has 3D glasses lol !! 😍

Also love the suncatcher @MissGremlin . 😊

Sitting with you both this evening, sending you both hugs.

Also sending hugs @tyme 's way with the end-of-day brain. Sounds like a big group, I recall reading about it in passing on another thread and thinking that I am glad you didn't have to also do the cooking for everyone! Hosting that many people is a big effort 🤕. I hope it was a really good time though. (Does that make it a really good "tyme"? 😝)

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Too sweet @AlwaysMyself

Yes, tyme had a good time... but because there were so many little kids, it was hard... we went to the park, rode bikes in the court, some kids played in the pool. Then we had lunch together. I helped my sister prepare food, but the did the majority. I entertained and she cooked 🙂

But yeah, my brain is people'd out. I have 101+ notifications here and I'm not getting to them any time soon! So sorry if I haven't responded to your tags yet!

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I think I prefer 101 Dalmations to 101 Notifications, @tyme 😂 (sorry, just added one more).

Don't worry about my tags tonight - I'm doing OK. Take them off your list until things slow down for you another day.

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@MissGremlin the suncatcher is beautiful. Well done.

Hello @AlwaysMyself

@tyme that sounds like such a huge day people-ing!

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Hey @NightFury , I'm well but a bit over-socialised today.. had 30+ people over and then some were still at my place and I'd already started work and was in training for a few hours.

Oh well. It was the last day before the kids go back to school, so we had to do it today. We all had a good time though.

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@AlwaysMyself lol the 3d glasses just make him extra perfect 😂.

Thankyou ☺️.

Hope you are doing ok tonight sweet ❤️

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Love the Lego @MissGremlin @NightFury very cute!!

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