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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I am sensing they may be still looking into it for you @MissGremlin 🥰

Oh!! I am sorry, that must have been really hard... how are you feeling?

I am glad our little forums fur baby is well (welcoming more pics btw hehe).

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@AuntGlow she told me that they had rung around and that someone would ring me on Friday. I'm not really expecting to hear back now.

It was really hard but I have Casper and right now I just need him. I'm hurting and thoughts have been really loud today (I'm safe). I'm getting ready for bed but the quietness of the night time worries me.

I'll get a picture just for you and the Casper fan club 😂.

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I present you Casper the snowman 😂.

Casper showing how good he is at standing ☺️

@AuntGlow @NightFury @AlwaysMyself @Ru-bee @heartathome @rav3n @Jynx @Chasingsunsets @Flutterbug9 @MJG017 @Cuddlebear @Shaz51 @Captain24

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Awww 🥰 Thanks for the tag and showing me Casper @MissGremlin ! He's gorgeous! What a clever boy he is. 💜

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Awww lovely Casper 😍 @MissGremlin

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@heartathome you're welcome. He's a special boy ☺️.

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I encourage you to follow up if you haven't heard by this Friday! You deserve support and I am very hopeful they will have some answers for you. @MissGremlin 💛

Of course, this would have felt really, really hard. I'm sorry lovely. I am glad to know you are safe... what things are you doing this evening to create more safety?

And AHHHH!! Cutest little snowman ever!! 🤩

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@Shaz51 I'm very lucky to have him.

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@AuntGlow I'll try to follow it up. I have to try to write up a letter for the other service that closed my referral. I've been trying to get a report from the psychologist that I engaged with for 47 sessions so that I can give it to NDIS. That's what stopped me from getting support from NDIS was not having any proof that I'd seen a psychologist and done DBT and CBT.

I'm trying to do some drawing thing, something new. But I'm not able to focus. I'm reaching out to a crisis service cos I'm struggling with my thoughts and things are just building up and I'm worried about losing control. (I'm safe for now).

Casper is such a special boy, he's right next to me.

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He looks so sweet and innocent @MissGremlin butter wouldn't melt in his mouth.

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