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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@AlwaysMyself yes it was me that had people calling for me but I haven't heard back yet.

I mean technically she was on trial for 2 weeks anyway to make sure everything went ok. The dogs had alot of fun together and I was glad to see how Casper went without another dog. The lady was more than happy to have her back for a while until they find the right family for her.

It's ok that you didn't go today, maybe tomorrow will be a visit the Cafe day? Hehe Caspers favourite thing to nibble on are carrots.

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I don't know @MissGremlin I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

I got some new pastel colouring brush markers today. They're beautiful colours. So, I'm laying on the loungeroom floor with a coffee and a colouring book.

Hi @AlwaysMyself my GP is pretty good. She's very down to earth, and has been really helpful and thorough, so we'll see what happens. I'm hoping she'll support me through the process too.

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@NightFury for this moment right now just breathe and focus on your colouring. The new colours definitely sound beautiful. Oh you reminded me that I finished my picture last night, i will share it later if I remember.

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Would love to see both your pictures later today if you feel like sharing (no pressure though!) @MissGremlin @NightFury . Pastel markers sound nice. 😊. Is there a brand you recommend that don't soak through the pages of normal colouring books?

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I'm just testing out the new colours @MissGremlin I'd like to see it, if and when you're ready.

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Well, these ones soak through @AlwaysMyself they're Life of Colour markers. I don't use textas or markers very often. But these came in a mystery pack, with some colouring books as well.

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Mystery packs are good because you don't have to "umm and ahh" over what to pick 😅. @NightFury @MissGremlin

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Yeah, it's a bit of a "surprise" moment! @AlwaysMyself kinda like a lucky dip.

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Hey @MissGremlin,

Any updates about your potential supports? 🥰

How are Casper and Stella today? 🥹

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Hello @AuntGlow i haven't heard anything back.

Stella is gone 😭. I handed her back today 😞.

Casper is good though.

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