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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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@rav3n there's actually a few dogs down here but I can't approach any of them.

Thankyou, I just want this to be over already.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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@rav3n trying hard to not draw attention to myself but I've got massive pain going through my chest on both sides, almost like it's all cramped up😞.

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rav3nSenior Contributor

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nooo chest pains sounds horrible @MissGremlin are you able to hide somewhere like the bathroom to get some deep breaths in and ground yourself?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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@rav3n i already did that for a bit. But can't stay in there forever. Why do I always fail at these things, I always let everyone down.

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rav3nSenior Contributor

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struggling does not equal failure!! despite not wanting to be there and hating crowds, you showed up - that's such a big win. @MissGremlin you're trying your best, and that matters most. it's almost done, not long now, hey!

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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@rav3n i made it out of there. Was cold down at the beach though.

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BlackcloudSenior Contributor

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@MissGremlin I know that feeling very well, but please keep hanging on.. I know, the world is tough and cruel towards us, that’s what being in such an awesome community like these forums are for, to connect and unite with one another and support each other through our struggles ❤️
Your existence in this world and even here in the forums means a whole lot to us, and you’re such an amazing and wonderful person. We are all here for you. ❤️

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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Thankyou @Blackcloud ❤️. It's just been a tough time lately and it's all hitting hard. Taking things minutes by minute, trying to pull myself through the darkness.

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BlackcloudSenior Contributor

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@rav3n off topic, but the image you’ve attached reminds me of my online friend saying to me “you can do anything” with a Pepe (Pepe frog) punching gif on it. Love it ❤️

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BlackcloudSenior Contributor

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@MissGremlin Pulling ourselves through the darkness and pushing through them is what makes us strong people and warriors 💪🏼 I thought it’d be interesting to share but sometimes I like to imagine myself being in an action movie where the protagonist (me) uses their sword to fight off all the enemies that are trying to fight against me (I link that to everyone in the world being against me) - like those common fighting scenes in Chinese dramas. :dagger:️ 🏮🐼

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