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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Sitting with you @MissGremlin Do you want to talk about the feeling, or do you want to try to shake it off a little and talk about something else, or just sit together? Either way I'm here with you

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Thankyou @Ru-bee. I have something on tonight that I have to go to and my anxiety is extremely high, there's going to be so many people there. My head has been pounding since I woke up and my heart rate has been high since 12pm. Just feeling so overwhelmed and I'm struggling to fight my way through it.

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Ah okay @MissGremlin how long until you have to go?

What's been helpful when you've been feeling anxious lately? Do you have any colouring that you're working on at the moment?

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hey @MissGremlin i'm not a fan of being around big crowds of people too. actually i'm not a fan of small crowds too unless i know them well 😅

i hear how nerve-wrecking that must be, i hope it's not too overstimulating tonight. i'm sitting with you 💙

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@Ru-bee have to be there no later than 6pm.

I just finished my colouring last night so now I have to start another one. Today everything is just heightened.

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@rav3n i just really don't do people at all even when I know them.

Thankyou ❤️.It's so hard trying to get ready cos I really don't want to go but I don't have a choice.

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@MissGremlin ohh yep, very fair! my friend's not a people person too, she always hopes there's a cat/dog that she can hang out with instead.

how long do you have to be there for?

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@rav3n that's fair, animals are better than people.

It's for about an hour and a half.

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@rav3n @Ru-bee are you still around? I'm at this thing and literally standing alone freaking out. Everyone else knows people and I just look like a loser.

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@MissGremlin very much agree with you. would be nice if there was a rule that every event/gathering required at least one animal to be present for emotional support 🐶

you are not a loser!! i always admire the people who show up on their own, it shows a lot of strength - never once have i viewed them as losers. you got this!! i'm here for you.

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