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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Blackcloud i don't feel strong or like a warrior at the moment. I feel like i have the entire weight of the world on my shoulders and I'm buckling at the knees. You have a great imagination, mine is useless. Too many times of being put down and told that I'm imagining things that are stupid and unrealistic.

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@Blackcloud love that warrior analogy!!

@MissGremlin you might not feel like a warrior today, and that's okay. you still conquered a social setting today, and that's huge.

gotta head off now (mod world got a bit busy tonight!), hope you both have a lovely night and i'll catch you both tomorrow!!

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@rav3n hope you have a good night. Might catch you tomorrow, if I'm around.

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@MissGremlin that's okay to not feel like a warrior at the moment. I'm sure you'll come up with things too hehe! I'll have to log off for tonight, but we'll talk to each other in another day ❤️ night night!!

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Night @Blackcloud ❤️

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Hello @MJG017, hope you have had a good day.

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@MissGremlin

I had another quiet one. Just catching up and emails and stuff before I head off to bed. It sounds like you had a fun night. I hate those sort of things so much as well. It's just bearable if you know a couple of people and can sort of mingle with them, but otherwise it's a nightmare. I just find the quietest, most secluded corner i can find and sit there until it's over. So i'm sorry you had to deal with all that tonight.

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@MJG017 I'm about to try to get some sleep if I can. My body is cramping in places i didn't think it was possible to, stupid heart playing up and messing with my potassium and magnesium levels. I didn't know anyone there so it was very overwhelming, who would have thought you could be around at least 800 people and not know anyone at all. Just goes to show how much of a loner i am. Anyway hope you have a good night. Chat to you another time I guess.

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@MissGremlin

I can't quite easily imaging being around 800 people and not know anyone. My first thought would have been 'surely no one would notice I wasn't here.'

It sounds like the stuff of nightmares to me! I'm glad you got through it, but those cramps sound so annoying. I get them in the legs now. My potassium and magnesium levels are low as well. Vitamin D and B12 as well, and some other ones I forget. It's getting hard to keep track of it all. I feel like the periodic table of deficincies!

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@MJG017 it really was way too many people and yes all those people wouldn't had noticed that I was missing, all except one.

Yes when my heart plays up certain levels drop critically low so I get massive cramps in stupid places. I can sympathise with you on the leg cramps, they really are annoying to deal with. The periodic table of deficiencies sounds about right 😂.

You got any plans for the day?

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