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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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"I've just had a random phone call from a place that I did a course through several years ago, she was ringing about something else but she asked how I was going and I told her what was going on. Now she's getting her team onto helping me find a service that can support me or a psychologist that is completely bulkbilled." - How the universe works in mysterious ways!! I really hope this is a helpful lead - you absolutely deserve some more support and care right now @MissGremlin. I will keep all my fingers and toes crossed. 🤞

I can hear that things have felt challenging over the past week or so... I am proud of you for keeping connected here and knowing when to take things moment to moment; that's huge!

How could you explore this strategy tonight?

Also, my break was really wonderful! Though, I missed all of you, of course. 🥰

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Hey @MissGremlin

Thats good about the random call. I really hope they are able to find you some support. You definitely deserve it.

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@AuntGlowit was a completely out of the blue phone call at just the right time. She's getting her team to ring around tomorrow to find if any of the bulk billed psychologists she's found have capacity to take me on and then we'll go from there. I'm keeping everything crossed aswell, I just want to get some support.

Tonight I'm trying to keep connected here but since yesterday I haven't been getting any email notifications from sane so it's making it hard. Today's been hard with SI and urges to SH (I'm safe) but I've been watching movies, I had a nap and I've got double puppy cuddles happening aswell.

Glad you had a wonderful break. You were certainly missed here so much ❤️

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@Captain24 thankyou sweet ❤️.

I'm just getting to replying to your post on your thread, was just getting through the little ones first ☺️.

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@MissGremlin wait Stella is yours? OMG YAY!! The cuteness overload, it's too much!! 😍

That's so cool about the random phone call! Fingers crossed they find you some good matches!

Eep, emails down are they? I'll report it to the tech peeps, thanks for flagging! Are they down for anyone else? @NightFury @Shaz51 @Chasingsunsets @Captain24

Hehe yaaaaay @NightFury it's good to be back. Got your thread open in another tab, I'll get to it eventually 😅

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I turned off email notifications as I was getting spammed with notifications from all kind of threads that I hadn’t participated in and notifications from people I didn’t even know. I was getting around 60 a day and not getting ones that were for me. @Jynx

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@Jynx yes she is mine ☺️. She's honestly settled right in like she's been here all along.

I have everything crossed here, really want to get the help I need. Thankyou ❤️.

They are definitely down for me, the worst thing is when they start to come through and I get bombarded with them 😂.

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I'm not getting email notifications today either @Jynx

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Not here either @Jynx on the computer

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@MissGremlin regarding the call you've just gotten...

Maybe it's a case of when one door closes, another door opens? I have my fingers and toes crossed for you.

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