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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury it doesn't sound odd at all. I'm the exact same with foods, it's definitely a neurodivergent thing ☺️.

Yes it's a heatwave here aswell, 41⁰ currently. I'm just laying here and if I doze off then so be it.

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Ahhh so this was your exciting news @MissGremlin ??!! Miss Stella !! Thanks for the tag, she’s beautiful, I’ve been trying to pick what breed she is but I am a bit stuck 🤣🤣. Always like to guess breeds of dogs on my walks 🤣. I do get bull Arab x Great Dane vibes but yeah she’s tough to pick ahah!! How old is she ? What does Casper think of her?

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@Chasingsunsets it was indeed my exciting news. She's great dane cross, mastiff cross wolfhound. She's 17 weeks old and already basically the same size as Casper. They both love each other ☺️

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I had a nap. @MissGremlin and could have napped for longer

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Oh @MissGremlin shes adorable, definitely a keeper hehe!! She hides the wolfhound well no wispy bits hehe just yet lol

shes going to be a big girl 🥰, what was the story behind getting her? Have you always wanted a second pup or did you just see her and fall in love? How could you not right haha. Hope she is a great boost for you @MissGremlin enjoy all the bed space you have at the moment 😂😂

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awwww miss stella @MissGremlin 😍

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@NightFury i had a small nap but woke up in a panic, I'm feeling very dizzy and my mouth is so dry (I'm safe). I'm struggling with this heat. I have tears now as the service just rang me and they can't help me 😞.

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Hydrate @MissGremlin have a big drink of water, my friend.

Oh Dreamy, I'm so sorry. Hugs! I know it doesn't help right now, but maybe it wasn't the right service for you. It was a struggle from the start, with the phone calls and stuff.

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@Chasingsunsets she has a few wispy bits around her chin but that's about it. I feel like her head needs to catch up with the rest of her body 😂.

So previously I had 3 dogs, all labradors, then I went down to 2, but then back to 3, then down to 1 and then I had none for a while but then came along Casper. Having just 1 dog felt strange and I really did want to eventually get a friend for Casper, it was just waiting for the right time and puppy. I'm used to sleeping on the edge of the bed so it really doesn't worry me lol.

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@NightFury i had a few sips of water but now i feel nauseous. Silly heat can go away.

Thanks for the hugs. It was definitely a struggle. I've just had a random phone call from a place that I did a course through several years ago, she was ringing about something else but she asked how I was going and I told her what was going on. Now she's getting her team onto helping me find a service that can support me or a psychologist that is completely bulkbilled.

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