Battles

@NightFury maybe so. Thankyou sweet ❤️.

How are you feeling?

Heavy @MissGremlin I'm feeling heavy headed. I'm okay though.

How are you doing?

@NightFury I'm with you on the heaviness sweet. Sitting with you and sending you hugs ❤️.

I've been doing things to keep busy, I took my bins out, cleaned my bird out and picked up the dogs business outside, I'm about to do my dishes now.

Sounds like you've been busy @MissGremlin proud of you for getting jobs done.

Thankyou @NightFury, keeping busy was for the best. But I've finished everything now and I'm feeling stuck.

Thanks for flagging gang! @MissGremlin @NightFury @Shaz51 @Captain24 💜

@MissGremlin How are the two doggos getting along? Lots of play-fighting? Hehe

Sucks to feel stuck, are you in the more restless vibes or you needing some down time you reckon?

@Jynx hehe they are having fun playing currently despite the ridiculously hot weather here. They zoomed into the laundry and knocked their water flying so I had to mop that up 😂.

I'm thinking it's time to start getting ready for bed. My head hurts and the heat has really gotten to me today.

omg the zoomies are the best to watch, but definitely risk of chaos haha that's absolutely adorable @MissGremlin

Maybe they wanted to cool off and figured their water bowl could double as a pool? 😝

I'm not a fan of it either, I am dreading my electricity bill cos I have not turned my air con off all day 😅 Heat makes me foggy-brained, sluggish, and just a wee bit cranky!! I think an early night for me too, yeesh!

Hope you catch some super solid snoozles tonight hun 😊💜

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@Jynx haha Casper loves doing zoomies and now he's teaching Stella all about them 😂.

Stella puts her paw in the water when she has a drink, so I've always got paw prints around the house 😂.

My aircon has been running for over 48 hours. The heat can go away already, bring back winter 😂.

Hope you can get a good night's sleep aswell. I'll just be glad if I can wake up without a headache, ugh my head hurts so much.

It's honestly so good to have you and the other PSW's back ❤️

Before I write this know that I'm safe, I'm in bed with Casper and Stella and I'm trying to get through to a crisis service.

Things are sitting so incredibly heavy tonight, I don't even know how to describe it. The SI and urges to SH were around the whole day but I somehow managed to keep them at bay although now they are hitting hard. I felt let down by the service earlier today but I don't think it really sank in until now. I'm so exhausted from trying to get help, I'm over being told that I'm too complex, like I chose to go through the trauma I've suffered and I choose to have the mental health conditions that I've been diagnosed with. I don't know what I need to do or even can do to get the help that I so desperately need in order to keep going. I just feel so defeated right now, I've been trying to wind down for sleep but I can't seem to switch off. I've listened to music, an audiobook, watched my TV shows, did some colouring. It's just so frustrating to be sitting in this space right now, I know it will pass eventually but it's so uncomfortable to sit with until it does.