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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury i hear you sweet and it sounds very overwhelming. I think breaking it down into smaller, more manageable steps might make things a bit easier. What do you think?

As for uni it may be worth applying for, it doesn't mean that you have to use it but having it there as an option could be helpful just in case it's needed at any stage. But it's completely up to you sweet.

No matter what happens, I'll be here to support you every step of the way ❤️

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I think breaking it into steps will help @MissGremlin and as I said, taking it slowly. I don't need to hurry, it doesn't have to happen right this very minute. It's okay to take my time.

I know, it could be worth applying for. It would give me a bit of extra time on assignments and some more wriggle room. I just...it's not easy putting your hand up for support, I guess.

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@NightFury that's exactly right sweet, it's completely ok to take your time.

I know it's hard to put your hand up for support, but also know that you deserve that support. Again it's not a decision you need to make today. But maybe weighing up the pros and cons here might help in the decision making process.

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Thank you for reminding me that it's not a decision I have to make right this moment @MissGremlin I might just think on a bit.

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Aww what a cutie @MissGremlin!! Stella is a very pretty doggo!

Hey everyone! @NightFury @Cuddlebear @Bunniekins @Flutterbug9 and anyone floating along ~

I am taking a while catching up on everything but I am doing my best!! Me and my bajillion open tabs from over a hundred notifications... 😵 Teehee! Well, my computer is not too happy, but I sure am - to be able to read about how everyone has been going 😋 But it may take me a day or so to catch up on everything 😅

@MissGremlin I saw you had a very challenging NYE to say the least. I hope you're taking it slow and not putting too much pressure on yourself to be anything or anywhere other than where you are 💜

Hugs to all!

(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

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Hello @Jynx, it's so lovely to have you back. I hope you had a good break and enjoyed your Christmas and new years. Stella is gorgeous and such a chill girl.

I am trying to take it slow, things are still incredibly tough and it feels like life just keeps throwing things to test me when I'm already at breaking point. (I'm safe).

Hope to chat to you sometime soon when you've caught up on things. Have a good night and thanks for the hugs ❤️

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OMG! @Jynx is back!

It's so darn good to see you! I hope you had a good Christmas and New Year and you enjoyed your break? Looking forward to chatting with you sometime soon.

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Hello @MissGremlin!

How are you? 🥰

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Hello sweet @AuntGlow, I'm here and for the moment I'm just sitting with that, it's a whole feeling in itself. It's been a very rough time but I'm trying to find something to get me through each day and when that's impossible then I take things second by second.

How are you going, how was your holiday break?

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, just checking in with you today ❤️

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