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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Flutterbug9 there's a whole queen size bed here and Casper sleeps on my pillow so I don't mind sharing 😂.

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@NightFury she's got a few breeds in her being great dane, mastiff and wolfhound.

Casper follows her everywhere, he loves her and she loves him.

She is 17 weeks old ☺️.

I hear you sweet, are you doing some self care for yourself?

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Thankyou my sweet @Bunniekins, she's got a very cute smile ☺️

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She's gonna be a big girl then @MissGremlin especially with those big paws.

She's gorgeous! And I'm so glad they love each other.

I've had a couple of moments of feeling overwhelmed today, and I'm not sleeping well. I don't know. I think I might have some dinner shortly and maybe try an early night?

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@NightFury she's definitely going to be a big girl.

I've been the same today and had a few overwhelming moments. It has been a big day for you so I think having dinner and an early night sounds like a good idea. Maybe tomorrow if you aren't busy and we are both feeling up for it we could do some Lego ☺️

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I was going to argue that it hasn't been a big day in comparison to a work day...but maybe it has been, when I look at it @MissGremlin

I took Luna for a walk.

I took two phone calls regarding my referral and did some research into clinics and services.

I emailed two of them.

The Uni rang to make sure I'm ready for it to start next week.

I set up my photo printer

I went to bowls training

And it was the first day upping my meds.

And it was a big emotional day yesterday.

I have no plans for tomorrow. I'd love to do Lego with you.

Did you hear back from that service?

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@NightFury i see it as a big day sweet, it's all those little things that add up. But you have done so well to get through it all and I'm proud of you ❤️.

Doing our Lego tomorrow sounds perfect ☺️.

They rang just as I was leaving to go to my doctors appointment so i didn't get to answer the call. I will call them back tomorrow.

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@MissGremlin Hello Stella you beautiful gorgeous girl with the most amazing smile! She’s just absolutely adorable! I just read that she’s the newest family member! Caspar will have a beautiful sister to play with and do all the zoomies with!

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@Cuddlebear I'm sure they are going to get up to so much mischief together, hours of smiles and laughter are coming i think ☺️

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Having to wrangle my own supports was unexpected @MissGremlin I have to get in contact with the services, I have to inquire, I have to organise everything and for some reason that feels really overwhelming. On top of the fact that I have to choose a service and a psychologist for myself...I don't know how to do that.

And I have to decide if I'm going to apply for extra support fot Uni. Now that I have a diagnosis, I can apply for a learning plan...I don't know if I want to...

It was just a lot of organisation.

I'm glad you're going to call them back tomorrow.

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