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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin I am going to go and have a shower, clean it while I'm at it, which will hopefully ground the anxiety that just hit me regarding my studies. My stomach just dropped out from underneath me.

Chat later.

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@NightFury enjoy your shower. I'll be around all day if you need to chat at anytime.

Deep breaths sweet, just take it one little step at a time ❤️

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Hello @MJG017, you going ok? Noticed you haven't been on and just wanted to check in with you.

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@MissGremlin I've just tried initiating a chat with a service and freaked out when I had to ask answer a question about my distress levels, deleted the message and now I'm here.

I'm staying home today. No movies, so no review, I'm sorry. Self-care is going to be a big one. I want to curl up on the couch and listen to the rain, do some drawing, drink coffee and eat comfort food.

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@NightFury well done for trying and it's ok that you couldn't go through with it.

Staying home is ok and self care is good, no apologies necessary. Listening to rain is relaxing, did you see the new drawing that was put up? I'm hoping to give it a go today.

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@MissGremlin it's the first time I've tried.

I didn't see it. Maybe that's something gentle for me to tackle today. I also have a half finished drawing from earlier in the week. I'm going to work on this too.

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@NightFury you did really well for trying, proud of you for that.

It's a simple drawing but looks pretty. Glad you have another drawing to work on aswell.

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@NightFury don't you hate when it only takes one thing to happen and it throws everything spiralling out of control.

Deep breaths, just need to get through this moment.

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@MissGremlin it happens to much at the moment for the both of us, it sounds like.

I'm around if you want to chat. You let me ask you questions...what are some questions you can ask me?

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@NightFury it definitely seems to at the moment.

Thanks but I'm taking a bit of space at the moment. Kind of thrown myself into doing some things. Gotta keep busy.

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