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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thanks @Till23. How are you going?

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@MissGremlin

Yeah, already regretting now getting the willy ones so another order is in the near future 😂

Here is the link to the ANZUP socks. The have a lot of other causes there as well on this site. So I may have a look through the other ones as well.

https://sydneysockproject.com/search?type=product%2Cquery&options%5Bprefix%5D=last&q=Anzup

I know... It's been freezing lately. I already miss summer! Maybe the cold improves your thoughts. If so, then hopefully it's very cold for a while

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@MJG017 ohhh thanks for that link, I got something to do now 😊. You really should have just gotten them, but I see you just wanted an excuse to be able to order more 😂.

Yes I miss the warmer weather. Not sure the cold improves my thoughts 🤔.

There's just been 5 big loud bangs where I am and it's sent me into a state of panic and triggered flashbacks again, one in particular that's very traumatic.

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@Jynx @AuntGlow @rav3n if anyone is still around. I've just been sent into a state of panic by some very loud bangs where I am. I'm trying hard to remind myself that I'm safe but just needing that little bit of support and maybe some hugs sent my way.

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@MissGremlin I get this feeling. 🩷

It can be hard to trust that we will be okay, even if things don't turn out how we hope. Especially if we haven't had a safety net or anchor point when things have become hard in the past... I would like to remind you that we are a place you can turn to if things shift. So please relish in the joy you are experiencing, you deserve it.

Oh no!!! What brand is it? I am curious now, they sound yummy. 😋

I can see you have cultivated a really healthy balance here - so many wins today, my friend.

I am so glad you have each other. 🥰

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sorry to hear how distressing those bangs were @MissGremlin so proud of you for reminding yourself you're safe, i know that can be hard to feel but the fact that you're practicing is so good. sending some big, gentle hugs!! 💙

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Thanks @rav3n ❤️.

I really need to try and get some help for what's happening at the moment but that fear is a big barrier.

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@MissGremlin 🥺

🫂🫂🫂

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@AuntGlow yes I really do find trusting hard when it comes to feelings.

The brand is Nescafe 😊.

Thankyou ❤️.

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@Jynx wasn't what I needed. But I'll be ok hopefully.

Thankyou for the hugs ❤️

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