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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@AuntGlowThanks for your support tonight ❤️.

I hope you have a good night 😊

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Morning @MissGremlin, hope you're okay, my friend. I saw you were having a really rough night. I hope you got some rest and respite from it at some point.

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Morning @NightFury, was a very rough night but what I'm facing today is going to be hell.

How are you going?

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@MissGremlin if there's one thing you've shown me is how strong you are. I know you might not feel it - I know I certainly don't- but we don't often see ourselves in the same way that others see us. You struggle night after night and each morning, you get up and go again and that's evidence of your strength.

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Thanks @NightFury ❤️.

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Morning @MJG017 😊

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Morning @MissGremlin

I just finished my breakfast it's not easy to eat a bowl of cereal with a cat constantly starting to push her head into the bowl! 🤣

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@MJG017 haha let me guess Luna?

I've just rocked up to where my appointment is supposed to be but I'm not sure if I can do this. Everything has already gone wrong this morning.

What are your plans for the day?

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@Bunniekins I'm sitting in my car at the place where my appointment is but I'm not sure i can go in there. Everything is going wrong today.

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@MissGremlin

How did you know? 😂

No plans for today. Maybe do some work on my assignment.

I hope you do manage to get yourself to go in to this appointment. Maybe it goes wrong, but maybe something comes from it. You're already there so one might as well find out how it goes. I know it's hard to feel there's hope after having it squashed so many times But I prefer to see it now as going into things with no expectations rather than no hope. It just means there's no disappointment if nothing good happens, but I feel like I did well to even go through with it. Maybe my mind is just twisted these days. 🤔😁

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