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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thanks @Jynx ❤️.

How are you going anyway?

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That's okay, I know this is a lot right now, so remember that we are here with you @MissGremlin. I am sure you are familiar with this exercise, but can you share the following with me:

5 things you can see

4 you can touch

3 you can hear

2 you can smell

1 you can taste

💛

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@AuntGlow i can't do that exercise. I get triggered by smell and taste. I'm sorry.

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That's so okay! Thank you for letting me know, I will remember for next time. ✨ Do you have a favourite sense or activity that you are comfortable engaging with to help ground you when things are overwhelming? @MissGremlin

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@AuntGlow my go to is usually colouring but the flashbacks are too much right now and everything keeps changing around me.

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That's okay @MissGremlin. We never have to go beyond what you are comfortable with. Are you watching TV or anything like that? 😊

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@AuntGlow I was listening to music but I've got the TV show Angel on now, i just can't focus on it.

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That's okay, @MissGremlin. This stuff is so incredibly challenging. I always say, aim for a 1% shift in feeling safe or grounded. It often takes the pressure off and makes room for a bit more ease - it creates space for our humanness. Could you try and take a few breaths with that thought in mind?

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@AuntGlow I've been trying. But being in this state everything is impossible. Think I'm in for a very long night 😞.

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I can see how hard you try, every day @MissGremlin. I will be finishing up soon, but there will be people you can talk to throughout the night, okay? 🥰

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