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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury it's the having to socialise that i don't wanna have to do 😂. Yes sitting on my bed doing my colouring is what I love to do. Oh I might get a chance to draw pikachu.

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@MissGremlin I feel that. I don't do the socialising thing very often. I turned down a socialising opportunity today - we have our mid term staff dinner next Friday and I don't want to go. I spend most of my time feeling compelled to go, then convincing myself to go, setting myself a time to leave, watching the time, then stressing about whether I'm being judged for leaving early. It's easier not to.

I would love to see your Pikachu.

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@NightFury yeah I don't either. I can totally relate to that. The amount of energy you have to put into working up the courage to go, it's honestly exhausting and so much easier to just not go.

I'm trying to calm myself down enough to see if I can draw pikachu, drawing while being shaky is no easy task.

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@Jynx @rav3n @Ru-bee anyone around please?

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You ok @MissGremlin

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@Till23really having a hard time right now. Struggling to calm myself down and with that comes the very intrusive thoughts. Trying to get through to lifeline but it's been a long wait already.

How are you going?

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I'm sorry to hear that @MissGremlin

I know it does seem to take time to get on to the support lines.

I can wait with you - I had practice today when I rang the bank and waited aaaaaggggeess to talk to someone

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hey @MissGremlin i'm solo modding so apologies in advance if i don't get back to you quickly! sorry to hear about those intrusive thoughts, i hear how draining that can be. sending you gentle hugs 💙

also just saw your Pika drawing as well, it's so cute!!!

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Thanks @Till23, the waiting game sucks.

I'm just hoping when I do get through that it's a good experience cos I really don't need anything else to go wrong right now.

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@rav3n that must be tough solo modding. Thought I was doing ok but it's all just hit out of nowhere. Thanks for those hugs ❤️.

Thankyou 😊

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