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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Yeah @MissGremlin I hope you have a positive experience with them.

Intrusive thoughts are not fun, are they.

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oh yes, just love when i'm doing okay and then get hit with unwanted thoughts! such a lovely surprise! (jks ofc) @MissGremlin glad you're trying to get thru to Lifeline as well, we're here for you 💙

is talking about your puppy still a sensitive topic? if it is, we can chat about something else, no stress!

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@MissGremlin I'm sorry, I fell asleep on the couch...struggling to keep my eyes open.

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@rav3n it's so frustrating, like I was honestly cruising along ok. Thoughts didn't really seem to be there much and then boom it all came out of nowhere. Thankyou ❤️.

It's still a bit of a sensitive subject. He is doing ok but there's the whole financial stress that's really playing on my mind right now.

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@Till23 i really hope so.

No they are not, not at all especially when they have been as intense as they have been lately. It's a very scary space to be in given previous experiences.

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@NightFury all good. Hope you can get a good night's sleep 😊

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I assume you've tried your normal calming strategies then @MissGremlin

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@Till23 yes I have. Was hoping doing the drawing from the art club here might have helped but unfortunately not. Just trying to keep myself distracted.

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Do you get "homework" from the art club @MissGremlin

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@Till23 it's on the forums. There's videos shared where you can follow along and draw the pictures. They are designed for kids so pretty easy to follow and it's a bit of fun.

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