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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin

No need to apologize at all. God knows we all need some time to ourselves every now and then.

Positive vibes and awkward, no touching hugs appreciated.

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@MissGremlin

If you have something that could bring asmile to my face, it would be much appreciated right about now. Not a lot to smile about recently. I'm sorry to hear things have been extra tough for you as well. It's beyond exhausting isn't it?! Yet sone how we keep going. I think it's just pure stubbornness at this stage. 😀

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@MJG017 ok so on Thursday this happened 😊. This little guy has got some big shoes to fill as he is going to hopefully become my assistance dog ❤️.

 

 

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@MJG017 I do hope that can bring a smile to your face, otherwise I'm gonna have to bring out some cheesy jokes. It's very exhausting and it takes such a toll on your entire body. Not sure how we keep going sometimes, but stubbornness must play a part.

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@MissGremlin

Oh... He's so adorable! It has brought a smile to my face... I'm sure you've got one as well! Give him a big pet and hug from me... a big touchy one. Congratulations. Such awesome news!

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@MJG017 thankyou. I'm glad it brought a smile to your face 😊. He is such a good boy and it's so nice to have the company of a dog again, although he is hogging my pillow 😂. Getting lots of cuddles in and he has been helping me stay grounded cos I can pat him when I'm having flashbacks.

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@MissGremlin

Let him have all the pillow he wants. 😄

Maybe time for a bigger pillow, or just another one. It's so great that's he's already helping you. I'm so happy for you that you now have each other.

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@MJG017but there's a whole other pillow that he can have next to me 😂.

He's lucky I don't mind sharing, I've missed the company of a dog so I'm not going to complain about it, well not much 😂. He's already learnt how to sit, give paw, lay down and he goes straight to the back door when he needs to go to the toilet. He came from the breeder where my last baby came from that I lost last year to renal dysplasia, so they finally actually followed through with their promise.

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All good @MissGremlin was thinking of you!

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Thanks @amonrae04. How are you going?

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