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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hi @MJG017, thanks for checking in. Things are definitely very hard at the moment.

How are you going?

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@MissGremlin

I think I could just quote you... 'things are definitely very hard at the moment.'

Well, I guess we're both consistent. That has to count for something doesn't it?! I never though things could get this difficult. But, i must have kicked the universe's dog or something!

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@MJG017 oh I'm so sorry to hear things are difficult for you. I'm here for you. Sorry I wasn't around before. Sending you positive vibes and those awkward hugs without physical touch ❤️

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@MJG017 can I share something with you that might make you smile?

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@amonrae04 sorry I didn't reply sooner. Things got really rough for me.

Hope you are doing ok.

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Hello @Jynx, how have you been going?

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@MissGremlin hiya hun!! Here's my spiel ~

Had a bit of a hectic week - had to take one of my partners in for emergency surgery! They are okay and will make a full recovery, but I had to take the time to rest and let myself process after the 30 or so hours of enduring various hospital sensory nightmares!!

Haha for my own brain that is what everyone who has asked me has gotten copy/pasted.

How've you been going? Saw somewhere you've also been scarce?

Hope you're travelling along okay 💜

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@Jynx oh gees, glad they are going to be ok but that would have definitely been overwhelming for you. I'm glad you took the time to rest and let yourself process everything. Sending you hugs ❤️.

Yeah I haven't been around for a while, things got really tough and I didn't plan on still being here to be honest. But here I am with something a bit positive to try to keep my head above water.

Today has been rough I've been having vivid flashbacks all day since 6am, I've well and truly had enough and it's starting to really take a toll.

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@MissGremlin that's a dollop of difficult no one should get served, sorry to hear it but very glad you're still here!

Pls be kind to yourself tonight hun, you got some grounding strats you've been working on?

You can always jump into some social threads to keep you tethered!! I gotta head off but it was nice to hear from you, maybe catch ya next week.

Remember what Latest Kate says - no darkness lasts forever, please endure however you can 💜

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@Jynx trying to keep myself grounded as best I can. But there's moments when it all just gets too much.

Hope you have a good night, chat to you another time maybe.

Thanks ❤️

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