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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Mar 2025, 8:19 pm AEDT

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor25 Apr 2025, 12:00 pm AEST

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@MJG017 Ay that's definitely a rare one, you being lost for words 😂.

I've just been thinking about you alot, wishing there was more I could do. Aww shucks, thanks 😊. I like being able to give support to others especially when it's needed so much ❤️.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor25 Apr 2025, 3:30 pm AEST

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@Jynx @Ru-bee @rav3n anyone around at all please?

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Ru-beeModerator25 Apr 2025, 3:52 pm AEST

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Hey @MissGremlin how's your day going?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor25 Apr 2025, 3:55 pm AEST

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Hi @Ru-bee, feeling really down at the moment. Alot of different and scary things have started happening.

How are you going?

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Ru-beeModerator25 Apr 2025, 4:11 pm AEST

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Ah, I'm sorry to hear that @MissGremlin are you wanting to talk about that or to have some distraction chats at the moment?

I'm good today, same old...Need to summon the motivation to get some groceries tonight for dinner, all the public holidays this week has thrown me out of whack with that and the pantry is looking very bare

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor25 Apr 2025, 4:19 pm AEST

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@Ru-bee it's hard to explain it properly. But I'm missing gaps in time where I can't remember what's happened. There's times when I don't feel like I'm in my body, like I'm watching things from the sidelines. My moods are very erratic and I find myself going from being somewhat ok to really down and not wanting to exist anymore.

Sending you some motivation. I feel that with the public holidays, it's really thrown me out of whack aswell.

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Ru-beeModerator25 Apr 2025, 4:33 pm AEST

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That sounds like it's pretty confusing and could be feeling a bit scary @MissGremlin? It sounds a bit like dissociation, do you think that sounds right?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor25 Apr 2025, 4:37 pm AEST

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@Ru-bee yeah it's definitely scary. Maybe, I just don't know anymore. I just really want to make everything stop right now. The thoughts, urges, feelings and emotions, visions, flashbacks, I can't take it anymore.

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Ru-beeModerator25 Apr 2025, 4:54 pm AEST

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That definitely is a lot to be coping with @MissGremlin What do you feel like you need right now?

Are you currently safe?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor25 Apr 2025, 4:55 pm AEST

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@Ru-bee I'm not even sure, I'm sorry.

I don't know, I think so.

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