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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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That's okay @MissGremlin are you at home at the moment? Do you have anyone who you can let know if you're starting to not feel safe?

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@Ru-bee yes and no i don't have anyone.

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Do you feel like keeping connected on here is helping @MissGremlin?

Are you able to engage in any soothing activities? Maybe get a bit of the tetris puzzle done, I wanna see when that's all finished!

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@Ru-bee yes it is. Sorry I've been in and out of dozing off. I'm really struggling to keep my eyes open.

I did some more of the puzzle earlier today.

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Maybe it's a good time for bed if you are struggling to keep your eyes open @MissGremlin? Are you nearly finished with your puzzle? RiverSeal

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@RiverSeal not bedtime yet, was just really sleepy all of a sudden but I'm awake now. Nowhere near finished with the puzzle, it's a very slow process, it's got lots of funny shaped pieces.

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Well we look forward to seeing it when you get it done @MissGremlin! RiverSeal

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@RiverSeal am attempting to do some more of it now.

How are you going?

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Amazing @MissGremlin!

I'm pretty good thank you 🙏 except my neighbours think their apartment is a night club and can bring friends over late at night. I'm lacking a bit of sleep and got up early for the Dawn Service too.

Night to be at home for a long weekend even though I'm working it hehe

RiverSeal

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@RiverSeal glad to hear you are good. How frustrating though when it comes to the neighbours, I've had that issue with some of mine when they blast music all night and you can hear the bass through the whole neighbourhood. Hope you enjoyed the dawn service.

Hope you have a good weekend 😊.

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