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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Mar 2025, 8:19 pm AEDT

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor24 Apr 2025, 6:02 pm AEST

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@Ru-bee oh a change of environment can be nice. I'm sure your cats will be missing you so they'll be sure to smother you with love when you get back.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor24 Apr 2025, 7:25 pm AEST

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@Jynx I switched the radio over in my car today and i was thinking of our chat last night on music and thought how cool would it be if 'on & on' started playing and next minute it did 😂.

How you going?

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JynxModerator24 Apr 2025, 7:42 pm AEST

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You are either vaguely psychic or vaguely clairvoyant ay @MissGremlin that's wicked 😋

I'm pretty good, managing my raging hormones okay as I can 😅 Easing off now thankfully, maybe one last cry in me tho who knows!

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor24 Apr 2025, 7:45 pm AEST

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@Jynx was just funny, definitely what I needed a i was heading home from the shops, did have it cranking 😂.

Oh hormones suck, glad they are easing though. Sending you hugs ❤️

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JynxModerator24 Apr 2025, 8:00 pm AEST

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Hugs received @MissGremlin eeee tyty!!

Oooh you might enjoy the track 'Angel' by Dimension, Sub Focus, NGHTMRE, and Mougleta - it's been lingering in my brain for like two months, I've ALLLLMOST squeezed all the dopamine out of it ahaha

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor24 Apr 2025, 8:04 pm AEST

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@Jynx oohh am listening to it now, me likey 😊.

Did have sub focus playing this evening on my speaker, now it's just blaring straight into my brain through my ear buds 😂

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JynxModerator24 Apr 2025, 8:45 pm AEST

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hehehe yesssss @MissGremlin

Maybe we will have to see if we can make like... a forums spotify playlist!! And a second one specifically for BOPS!! hehehe 😝

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor24 Apr 2025, 8:50 pm AEST

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@Jynx that sounds like a great idea. Definitely need one for the BOPS 😂. I love how there's some songs in my play list that when they come on i just can't keep still, like I have to get up and dance to them.

I filled my cup a little today, I made cabonara (pasta, chicken, mushrooms, bacon and spinach) but I wasn't hungry and I didn't want it to go to waste so I gave it to my neighbour, her hubby and their daughter, they were so thankful and loved every bit of it 😊.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor25 Apr 2025, 10:51 am AEST

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@MJG017 i wrote this for you 😊.

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MJG017Senior Contributor25 Apr 2025, 11:57 am AEST

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Owww, Thank you so much @MissGremlin. I don't really know what to say. A rarity, I know 😄

It does mean a lot, especially at the moment, with what seems like nothing but darkness. It is a beautiful reminder to keep looking at those stars. Particularly those brightest ones! One of which writes incredibly supportive messages. 😉

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