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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Jynx they really are the best.

I can honestly say that I've never heard/seen any of those shows 😂. Ugh it's the worst when shows get yanked from streaming apps.

He will either wait for a command so he can have it or I'll pick it up and if it's something he can have he gets it.

Anxiety has been persistent today and really kicked it up a notch tonight. I kept myself busy today and now I'm sitting on my lounge with Casper snuggled up next to me.

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Yes it was so funny @MissGremlin, it’s been my highlight all day actually, like the best thing that has happened just her reaction at what hour it was like 3.30am or something 😂, she heard it through the one earphone I had in my ear lol 😂. Was very funny so thankyou for that moment 🫶😊

What are you up to tonight?

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@Chasingsunsets awww sounds like a wonderful and funny moment ☺️.

I was about to head to bed but walked into my kitchen and saw the dishes so now I'm about to do them and then hopefully head to bed.

What about you sweet?

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@MissGremlin oh would defs recommend them, especially Avatar the Last Airbender and Steven Universe!! Very light and easy especially at first, and they both have some very deep themes and super touching moments!

Evenings can be harder hey. Run out of steam/tasks and it gives the thoughts a chance to get louder. Glad you've got Casper there to cuddle with and keep you warm n cosy!

Hugs 💜

(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

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@Jynx might have to see if I can find them on my streaming apps and have a look ☺️.

Evenings can definitely be harder, as soon as everything slows down those thoughts creep in. I've just hopped into bed, I'm actually feeling exhausted after a very busy 3 days.

Casper is keeping me nice and warm and cosy, so lucky to have him with me.

Thankyou for the hugs, hope you have a good night sweet ❤️.

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Oh thanks for reminding me, I need to do the dishes as-well @MissGremlin 🤪. I also have to plan for tomorrow which I keep putting it off thinking it “will be easy” but it will not be easy at 5.30am if I haven’t planned 🤣 we are back off to scent training haven’t been in so so long!!! I don’t know who is more excited me or her 🤣.

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@Chasingsunsets you're welcome for the reminder, though not sure it's a good one 😂. Scent training sounds like fun, I'm sure Indi will absolutely love it. Definitely reckon planning things now cos 5.30am is really too early for brains to function, well mine anyway 😂.

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Haha yesss @MissGremlin @def agree about planning now otherwise it will end up something like the air fryer situation and loosing the instructions kind of feeling 😂. It’s a new place I’m going and I have no sense of direction so as long as I put the address right into maps then I should be alright 😂😂. But there is a bit to pack pre so should get that all organised ☺️

yeah not a good reminder re dishes haha. But feels good when they are done. How’s your weekend looking? ☀️

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@Chasingsunsets that air fryer situation made me giggle and it's totally something I would do 😂. Haha oh I hear you, I also have no sense of direction. Hence why when my friend and I are going to Melbourne in may, she's driving 😂. Hoping you both enjoy it tomorrow ☺️.

Yes it does feel good when they are done, I can't leave them there overnight. My weekend is set to be a quiet one (hopefully) which I'm very thankful for, it's been a busy few days for me. Other than the scent training have you got anything on?

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, checking in with you today ❤️

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