Battles

Hello @Captain24 sweet, it's been a really hard day today (I'm safe). I didn't even manage to get 2 hours of sleep last night, but yet I'm wide awake.

I'm sitting in bed trying to do my diamond art while watching a TV show.

How are you sweetheart? I read the news in your thread, I can imagine it came as such a shock. Thinking of you ❤️.

Sorry it’s been a hard day. Anything you want to talk about? Sorry about the whole sleeping situation, that’s so rough and scary. @MissGremlin

How’s the diamond art going? I’ve got the tv on but not focused.

Im really tired and exhausted. Today has been a lot. Then the message to call in the morning as well. My mind just keeps going on a loop.

@Captain24 it's really rough and scary. I'm struggling to focus on my diamond art. Everything is really just a blur at the moment. I've not felt real today, it's a strange and uncomfortable feeling (I'm safe). I have my show on but I'm not watching it.

I can imagine that call hanging over your head would be really tough. I'm keeping everything crossed for you sweet.

That must be an odd feeling. I get that it’s uncomfortable @MissGremlin.

Sorry the diamond art isn’t working for you.

All I want to do is go to bed and forget today. Maybe after some sleep things will feel a little clearer. There’s nothing I can do about the guy from work other than ‘get over it’ which I will it’s just a shock. I can’t find anything out until tomorrow about the call but the receptionist won’t tell me anything anyway. It’s probably nothing. It could just be a check up call but he would have done that. My only fear is how long I need to get off work and how I find the money and the leave.

@Captain24 i hope after some sleep things do feel clearer for you sweet.

I'm so sorry sweetheart, I'm trying so hard to reply but my brain isn't staying focused and my words are getting all jumbled up.

I'm sending you love and hugs beautiful ❤️.

That’s ok @MissGremlin.

I really want to go to bed but didn’t want to leave you on your own. 😂

I’ll let you just do what you need to.

Know that I’m thinking of you.

Still catching up on things @MissGremlin but I see you've had some rough nights - I know you don't have words right now so I don't expect a response, just wanted to send you some gentle hugs 💜

(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

@Captain24 thankyou sweet, that means alot.

Hoping you can get a good night's sleep and hopefully we can chat tomorrow. But I have a really hard meeting to get through and I'm not sure how long it's going to go for.

Night night sweetheart, thinking of you too ❤️

@Jynx thankyou sweet ❤️.

I have many words but trying to get them out just isn't happening. I start typing then just sit staring blankly at the screen cos it all gets jumbled up between my brain and my fingers trying to type it out.

I really want to sleep but I'm not tired, I'm feeling so stuck. I packed up my diamond art cos I couldn't do it, I've just turned my show off cos it was frustrating me. I'm really not feeling ok within myself 😞. (I'm safe for now). I'm sitting on my bed with Caspers head in my lap.

Hello @Flutterbug9 just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you ❤️. Hope things are going ok for you sweet ❤️