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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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That’s something to look at in the future. You have to consider the background too. It’ll need to be light so that he is more visible. I’m glad that they are cheap, it makes it so much easier for everyone to be able to do them. It was pretty uncommon when I started. I had never heard of them. @MissGremlin. I think this place was the only place to get them from.

I’ve got maybe an hour to go to finish this section but I think I should go to bed. I’m having trouble telling between an E and an F! 😂

I hope you can get some sleep tonight.

Im thinking of you and thanks for the chats today and feeling safe enough to share some of your story with me.

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@Captain24 yes i remember when they first came out, they are such a great thing i reckon.

Haha I get those times I struggle with the 5 and S 😂. Really hoping you get a good sleep, you've done so well today.

Thankyou for the chats today and for letting me share some of my story with you, it's meant alot to have connection. Night night sweetheart, sending love and hugs ❤️.

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Hey @MissGremlin


Did you get some sleep last night?

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Hello @Captain24 sweet, I got a 3 hours of very broken sleep last night.

How did you sleep sweetheart?

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I’m sorry it was a rough sleep. @MissGremlin.

I slept for 8 but it was really really broken as well, plus a lot of tossing and turning. I’ve been having weird dreams, I also dream about diamond art! 😂 It was only light as well but I do feel a little better.

I’ve got my washing on and I’ve just cooked the mince for the stuffing.

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@Captain24 ugh the broken sleep and tossing and turning sucks but it's better than nothing so for today we will take it. Haha dreaming about diamond art, guess it could be worse 😂. I'm glad you do feel a bit better, hopefully tonight is a better sleep again.

Oh I've got my washing on too, look at us go ☺️. Well done for getting the mince for the stuffing cooked aswell. I fed Casper breakfast and took him out to the toilet, his dew claw fell off yesterday after he hurt it a bit over a week ago.

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, checking in on you today ❤️.

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Morning @MissGremlin

I went to bed early after having lots of tears that made me feel completely wiped out. Luna and I are up, and I'm making a toastie for breakfast.

I'm going to work on my assignment today, but I don't want to spend all day on it. Just chip away at it.

How did you go last night?

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@NightFury awwww I'm sorry you had lots of tears sweet, gentle hugs ❤️. A toastie for breakfast sounds yummy, I'm having a toastie for lunch today ☺️.

Chipping away at it sounds like a good plan.

Last night was rough. The broken sleep after the other night of only getting an hours sleep is crappy.

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Well, Luna and I just shared a toastie. @MissGremlin lol. She gets bits of the crusts. I don't know what I'm having for lunch yet.

It sounds crappy, my friend. I'm sorry. Do you have any plans for today?

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