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@Captain24 i think that's a perfectly reasonable wish.

You've done incredibly well to be having showers every day, I'm so proud of you.

Haha looking forward to the meal not the company 😂. It's better than not looking forward to anything at all.

Sorry for the slow reply things have been a bit intense here (I'm safe).

Thankyou @tyme

I think so. That’s where I tell my psych that I want to get too, that it’s my goal @MissGremlin

I think I have done well. It’s been a really hard push though. I go days without showering. I do feel better for it though.

Im about to head there now. Hopefully not for too long, I can’t use Pix needing dinner as an excuse.

Are you ok?

no time limit on replies! Just in your own time and only if you want to.

@Captain24 hoping dinner goes ok sweet.

I'm really not ok, things have starting to hit pretty hard. It was also my niece's funeral yesterday so everything around that is feeling fresh again (I'm safe).

I just got up and put some pasta on for dinner to make bolognase, I'm not really hungry but know i should eat something.

Mums just cooking it now. @MissGremlin

That would be hard. Another reminder of it all. Grief is a long hard process to walk and I’m here beside you with it.

Bolognese sounds nice. At least it’s something and better than nothing. It feels like hard work though. But you can do this.

@Captain24 it is hard. The constant reminders are hard. Thankyou sweet.

It's so much effort. I've just put the meat on but all I want to do is sit down. I've been feeling dizzy and nauseous all day from the lack of sleep (I'm safe).

I hope you managed to get it done and could eat it. @MissGremlin. I’ve just gotten home with leftovers!

Did you have a sleep at all today? No sleep really knocks us around.

@Captain24 i managed a few mouthfuls. Glad you are home and a bonus to leftovers, how was it sweet?

I tried to sleep but only dozed off for a few minutes before being rudely awoken.

It was good. I love them! Mum gave her dog one and when she finished it she looked at me and I told her I was the wrong person because I wasn’t sharing! 😂 Im really full now, I’ve eaten a lot today for me!

I few bites is better than none. It’s something at least.

Im sorry you got woken. I’m really tired now.

Im guessing you are doing your bed time routine.

@Captain24 I'm glad it was good. Haha no sharing when it's something that you love so much 😂. You've done really well today sweet in so many ways, I'm incredibly proud of you.

I'm hoping you can get a really good night's sleep tonight.

I'm doing my bedtime routine, just slowly tonight.