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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@tyme I've thought about it but the problem is that there's nothing around for support that i haven't already tried. So I'd have very short term support to then be left with nothing again.

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Would it be short term support while you still look for other support @MissGremlin ?

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@tyme how can I look for other support when I've literally tried everywhere possible? I'm not saying that I've just tried a couple of services, I've exhausted every option possible even the acute team that won't help me.

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I’ve had 2 1/2 hours sleep this afternoon. I have t finished my job list yet but I’ll have time in the morning. My surgery is t until 2 so we will leave around 11:15 depending on what shops mum wants us to go to. I won’t get out until 6 and it’s a 2 and a bit hour drive home in the dark so we have just packed overnight bags incase it’s too late to come home. There is too many Roos along those roads. @MissGremlin

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My apologies, I thought you were referring to the Recovery Club @MissGremlin

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Oh calling would have been much easier @MissGremlin lol. Why didn’t I think of that!

Sorry to hear things have continued to be so rough, you’re right life just needs to cool it! It is exhausting, is it still the housing stuff 😔. How’s your art going what are you working on atm?

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@Captain24 I'm glad you got a sleep this afternoon sweet. That's ok the job list can wait until tomorrow morning. I'm glad you've got the time for your surgery, hopefully you do get to go home after it but at least you're prepared if you can't. Definitely have to be careful when the roos are out, I used to have that issue when I lived in the country.

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@Chasingsunsets calling is still tough, phone calls are icky 😂.

There's still the housing thing. Dealing with companies trying to come out with no notice, like i mean getting messaged this morning to say they are coming out, i put my foot down and said no, I need at least 24 hours notice so now they are coming tomorrow. Car issues. Not being able to get support. Heading into another manic. Struggling to come to terms with the passing of my niece on Friday as I still haven't processed the loss of my other niece in December. There's just alot and without support it's really hard (I'm safe).

I'm about to do my bedtime routine so I can sit and start a new diamond art. I'll share my one that I finished last night when I get to sit down.

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Ah yes I forgot you don’t like phone calls @MissGremlin, I still often write your last user name and hand to back space but it’s happening less and less hehe.

ah well my run was pretty far, got to say a decent chase for the bin man, can tick that one off the of never have I ever 🤭

oohh a new one! I wonder what it will be! I found mine I half did probably a year ago the other day. Lol.
I just brought one too big for starting out so lost interest.

I am not sure if I was aware about your other niece. Lots going on, what do you find helps re regulate or ground you?
look forward to your Dimond art pic

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