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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury haha awwww how can you resist that beautiful face of hers 😍. She deserves the extra breakfast and all the cuddles in the world ❤️

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She’s a little bit cute! @NightFury

Im sure Pix would try that too. It worked today maybe she will try it again tomorrow morning! 😜

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That's what I'm betting happens too @Captain24

@MissGremlin don't tell her that. She already eats me out of house and home.

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@NightFury at least she only eats food and hasn't incorporated socks into her diet 😂

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She only eats food now @MissGremlin

She has a history of eating shoes, chewing tennis balls up into tiny pieces, pulling apart rope toys, and eating cat poo.

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@NightFury oh Casper chews and destroys tennis balls but is gentle with every other toy 😂. A few of the ones with rope bits attached have come undone and then they get stuck in his teeth 😂.

I'm glad she only eats food now, it's a much better diet lol

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Ahaha. I joke that Luna turns into "Wreck it Ralph" every now and then @MissGremlin I'm glad she only eats food now too. Replacing sandshoes gets expensive.

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@NightFury haha wreck it Ralph that's classic 😂. I can imagine it would have been very expensive having to constantly replace the shoes. Thankfully Casper isn't interested in shoes though he does pick them up occasionally accidentally if he can't find a toy 😂.

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Feeling scared and frustrated. Have gone from being in a manic phase to a crash or shut-down and now i feel like I'm going right back into another manic 😞. Why can't I just sit at a baseline for a while, I don't want to start hallucinating again it was incredibly scary last time. I haven't been able to sleep at all and I'm not tired. I've tried so hard to wind down, I've listened to an audiobook and music, watched TV shows and videos, had something to eat and drink, walked around my house and went outside and took some deep breaths, I've finished a diamond art in one night. I'm safe and I'm laying in bed, snuggled with Casper but I'm feeling so restless and agitated cos I can't sleep.

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Hi MissGremlin,

Thanks for being so vulnerable and open in sharing your struggle tonight - and can hear how difficult things are currently 😔

Not sure what supports you have access to, or in place for yourself - so please feel free to email the SANE forums inbox if wanting us to offer some potential referrals for support

Regards, MOD midmat25

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