Battles

Hello @Captain24 sweet, hope Pix goes ok with the testing.

Thinking of you sweet ❤️

Thank you for the chat last night @MissGremlin

Due to things on and off the forums the feelings of being excluded, confused, and betrayed have been sitting heavy constantly for the last 2 weeks by now

there are so many things I would like to say that I can’t or won’t.

preferring not to involve you anymore than what you read on my post last night. Not fair on you.

im having to go out soon and buy some dry cat food.

Going back to bed once I get back.
Supposed to be going out this afternoon, doubt that’s going to happen.

tired of dealing with people in general. tired of feeling excluded, zero communication about things that matter and feeling like I’m not wanted.
(2 weeks ago some things happened during the domino game I usually go to each Tuesday afternoon. The stone that has now become a boulder that feels is still growing).

finished the drawers early hours this morning during one of the times I was awake and feeling very unsettled. Helped stopped the dark scary thoughts for awhile

@Flutterbug9 you're welcome sweet, always enjoy chatting to you.

I hear you, just know that I'm always happy to sit and listen if you want to chat about anything. You matter and your feelings matter aswell ❤️.

I really do understand those feelings all too well sweet, it's horrible to not feel included. I'm sorry you've not had any communication about things that matter 😞. I know it feels like you aren't wanted but please know that you are so valued here by me and many others, there will always be space for you here ❤️.

I'm here if you want to talk about what happened during the domino game sweet.

I'm sorry those dark, scary thoughts showed up but well done for getting the drawers built.

Hope you can get some more rest once you've gotten cat food. I'm around all day if you want to chat at any stage, I'm more than happy to be here for you sweetheart. Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️.

I thought Pix was in for the day but it was just a blood test. I’m just waiting on the vet to call with the results. I really think this is permanent but there is still a slim chance that it’s not. @MissGremlin @NightFury

Hoping that your days are improving even a little bit.

@Captain24 have you got the results yet sweet? I'm keeping my fingers crossed for a good result.

Not yet @MissGremlin. The vet had a couple of surgeries to do and will just call at some stage today. I’m just hoping it’s not when I’m in with my GP. I want to talk to the vet not a nurse.

@Captain24 hopefully they call soon then sweet.

Sorry i didn't have many words to say but I've read your posts. I really wish I could reply to everything but right now I can't. But I'm here with you and i still care alot.

That’s ok that you can’t reply. I totally understand. @MissGremlin. I don’t expect you too.

I do have a story to tell you though. I was talking to my vet and I said Pix was much better off the insulin as she was quieter and she laughed. Her Lab ate a sock and it got stuck and needed surgery and she thought similar as she was quiet and not boisterous! I thought of you and Casper with the sock!

@Captain24 haha what is it with labs and socks 😂. That's a shame that her dog needed surgery but hoping she is better now and stays away from the socks. Casper still tries to pinch them whenever he gets the chance, like when I'm putting one on and the other is in my hand he tries to grab it 😂

I have a pet story to share too...

This dog tricked me into feeding her a second breakfast this morning.

I fed her, then 20 minutes later, she went and laid down by her bowl, looking all big eyed and innocent and down trodden, after a minute or two she started pawing at her bowl...so...yeah, I fed her again because I couldn't remember if I'd fed her in the first place and she looked so forlorn. @MissGremlin @Captain24