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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thankyou @AlwaysMyself sweet ❤️. That's exactly right, my niece in December had reached out for support only days before she took her life, but she was told there was no available appointments. The system is beyond broken and is failing those that need support the most.

Having that someone safe can make a world of difference whether it's talking or just sitting quietly but not being alone.

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Fingers crossed for a good solid sleep for you too @ENKELI , and one that lasts a bit longer than 230am.

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Thankyou @ENKELI sweetheart, this world is crappy at times but at least in this space we all have each other ❤️.

Hope you can get a good night's sleep beautiful, fingers crossed you sleep through the night. It's 11:43pm here and I'm not able to sleep, just laying here snuggled up with Casper.

Sending you love and hugs sweet ❤️

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@AlwaysMyself i hope you can get some sleep sweetheart, it's been lovely to catch up with you ❤️.

Hoping those phone calls go ok, i can definitely understand the frustration from my own experiences.

Thankyou sweet, I'm glad I can share my art here.

Night night sweet, lots of love and hugs to you ❤️

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, checking in with you today ❤️

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I'm awake. @MissGremlin barely.

Luna and I have just gotten back from our morning walk and I'm about to head off to work.

How are things over there?

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@NightFury oh I hear you on the barely awake.

I hope Luna enjoyed the walk and that the day goes ok for you sweet.

Things are feeling really heavy, today is going to be tough. Once I've done my things this morning I think I'll be laying on my lounge and having snuggles with Casper for the rest of the day.

Would love to have a cuppa with you at some stage if you are up for it ☺️

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When you need connection but don't have the words to communicate. I've never been ikn this space before and it's scary, my body doesn't feel like it's in my control, my thoughts don't feel like my own. Everything is shifting and I don't know how to make sense of it or put it into words to say what's happening. I'm safe but stuck frozen and unable to move just sitting on my kitchen floor with Casper next to me.

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I don’t know what to say @MissGremlin

I think I know how you are kinda feeling. Just like the world is going on around you and you are just going through the motions. Feel nothing. Just stuck and can’t move or do anything. Not motivation or energy. Everything takes so much longer to do.

Im here with you

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@Captain24 yes! This really is new territory for me but I'm navigating it alone as I have noone to support me through it (I'm safe). Casper was trying to get me to play and I just couldn't, it was frustrating me so much 😞

Thankyou sweet, it means alot. I know you are struggling so much yourself but know I'm here with you even if i can't say much, I still care alot.

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