Battles

@MissGremlin you have been through so much, and you definitely don't deserve any of it. I wish the universe would give you the break that you need to catch your breath and process the variety of emotions that are there just under the surface waiting to come out.

Hello @Honeymoon, it really is relentless. Life feels like a roller-coaster at the moment and I want to hit the emergency stop button so I can hop off and allow things to catch up before jumping on again and going along for the ride.

I'm grateful to have the community here as I always am. A moment of relief, I'm not sure what that looks like at all. But comfort is simply knowing that I'm not alone and there's people here that care.

If I can find the words to actually speak I'll see if I can reach out to griefline but for the moment it's hard to get words out physically, everything gets jumbled up and then I get overwhelmed not being able to say what's going on.

Thankyou ❤️.

@Mustang67 see there lies the next thought, what is it going to look like if i do get a break, how are those emotions going to feel and will I be able to handle it?

I'm trying hard to rest but someone outside is blasting music and it's going straight through my head and I can feel the vibrations throughout my body. It's so overwhelming and really not what I need right now when I already feel so fragile. (I'm safe)

Trying to slow things down, slow, gentle breaths with Casper by my side. I want the world to be quiet, I want my thoughts to be quiet, I want everything to stop just for a moment.

@MissGremlin I am so glad you have Casper there with you. At least you have a companion to provide you with some comfort.

https://youtu.be/Qop5XLgwkNc?si=U0oDwm6aSugNhysO

My condolences @MissGremlin grief is tough, remember to take care of yourself as you go through this process.

Thankyou @NightFury my sweet ❤️.

How's things over there?

Things are feeling a bit sensitive over here @MissGremlin

I'm out at a show, and who do I run into? A group of people I used to be friends with, who absolutely broke me.

@NightFury oh sweetheart, that sounds really tough.

Here with you sweet, sending you hugs ❤️

@MissGremlin my darling, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. It's so hard to wrap your head around death, especially when someone is so young.

I hope you are managing your grief and not letting it overwhelm you too much. I am thinking of you and have been praying, although I am beginning to doubt whether prayers get answered to be honest!

Please be kind to yourself and know you are so loved by many people xoxo

Thankyou @ENKELI sweetheart ❤️.

Hope you are doing ok beautiful, sending love and hugs ❤️