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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@ENKELI oh sweetheart, I'm so glad that you did wake up and that you made it through that tough time ❤️. I'm sorry it's made you feel like you're being punished and I can understand that feeling all too well. Remember even when you're not on the forums for whatever reason, you are still loved and cared about by me and so many others here ❤️.

We can be to a degree, but it comes with conditions as we've found out.

I'm going to try to get some sleep so I can hopefully have the strength to get through tomorrow. Sending the biggest possible hugs your way ❤️.

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@MissGremlin praying you get some sleep and I'll check in with you in the morning xoxo

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Hi @MissGremlin sorry I haven’t spoken with you for awhile. I’ve been focusing on researching and trying to understand things about myself. I’m hoping to talk through somethings with my psych on Thursday next week regarding things I’ve come across in my research. Having to patiently wait until May for my first appointment with new psychiatrist and am considering discussing thoughts of possible autism assessment.

how are you and Casper? Hoping you have some positive updates on your accommodation situation

I like your profile picture, very cute 🙂

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Hello @Flutterbug9 sweet, that's completely ok, I haven't been on myself much lately.

Doing some research can be good and I hope it's helping to get a better understanding of things about yourself. I'm glad you have a psych appointment coming up so that you can talk things through with them aswell. May still seems so far away and the waiting game sucks but at least you have an appointment booked in and I'm hoping it's a good fit for you with the new psychiatrist.

Casper is doing well especially after the ordeal of having to take him for an emergency vet appointment after he thought it was a good idea to swallow a sock. My lease ran out yesterday and at the moment I have no idea what's going on, my land agent did make contact yesterday but since replying to her email I haven't heard back again. I'm sick of being left in limbo and the constant stress of it is taking such a toll (I'm safe).

Thankyou, it was time for a change.

What's on for you today sweetheart?

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always ready to have a cuppa with you @MissGremlin , @NightFury 😍

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@NightFury thought I'd take our chat over here. Shall we have a cuppa together? Then we can tackle what comes next after that. ☺️.

@Shaz51 i need my morning cuppa, just gotta drag myself out of bed to put the kettle on 😂

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Okay @MissGremlin sounds good.

Good morning @Shaz51

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@NightFury ok I'm dragging myself out of bed to put the kettle on, well I have a leg out 😂.

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If I can do it, you can too.

I'm up @MissGremlin I almost cried because I didn't want to get out of bed, but I'm up.

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@NightFury I'm in tears cos I just got an email from my land agent.

The kettle just finished boiling so I'm going to make my cuppa and take it back to bed.

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