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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Good or bad tears @MissGremlin?

I would love to go back to bed, but I have to stay up. I have to play bowls and we have an early start.

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@NightFury bad tears (I'm safe). They still want a large increase, it's an extra $45 a week that they are asking. I just physically don't have it 😞.

I hear you sweet, hope lawn bowls goes ok for you.

I have my cuppa now.

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That's a huge increase @MissGremlin. I'm sorry that they're not budging for you on it.

I don't want to play today. I want to stay home with Luna and nap and rest, but I can't. It's too late to pull out now and it's our last game before finals. If we make finals.

Sometimes it's hard to tell if I actually really don't want to play and my body and mind are calling for rest because my batteries are depleted, or it's the depression symptoms that are very loud and very present at the moment.

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@NightFury it's just going to be impossible for me to cover especially as the cost of living is continuing to increase.

That's so tough sweet especially when not knowing if it's the depression or your body and mind calling for rest. It very well could be a combination of both of those things too. Either way I'm hoping that it goes ok for you today and that you can get some rest after.

Sending you hugs sweetheart, be gentle with your wonderful self ❤️.

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I hear you @MissGremlin the cost of living is scaring me at the moment. I have all kinds of financial anxiety on top of everything else going on. The idea of not having enough money to put diesel in my car to get me to work sits heavy. So, I hear you.

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@NightFury it's so scary, it's making living impossible for so many people. I'm sorry you have the financial anxiety to deal with on top of everything else sweet.

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It's really hard @MissGremlin but know that you're not alone in that struggle. I think a lot of people are going to be feeling it.

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Nothing much exciting happening here next few days.

I had plans to work on an item yesterday which didn’t happen, I had brain fog until mid afternoon. Was 4ish before my head felt clear and by then I’d lost interest.

need to get it done as was something I discussed with my psych at last appointment.

sounds frustrating the lack of good communication from the agent.

A lab and socks, I have to laugh. I immediately thought of this. Wishing Casper has learnt a lesson. With being a lab, unfortunately I doubt it 😸😸

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@MissGremlin I'm so sorry your special day has been marred by that email.

I am still praying for you 🙏 ❤️

I wish I could organise a gofundme for you. Heck if I was able to I'd happily give you the extra $45 a week if I was allowed to.

Sending you hugs and extra love ❤️ 🫂

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@ENKELI i wasn't expecting to hear from the land agent being that its a Saturday.

Thankyou sweet ❤️.

Awww that thought and offer in itself means so much, you're such a beautiful person ❤️.

Lots of love and hugs for you too beautiful ❤️

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