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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hello @Chasingsunsets, it's completely ok ☺️. It was nice to have a chat with shadowmod while being awake at silly hours 😂.

I've seen a few people change names and it's been relatively easy to figure out so was hoping it wouldn't confuse people too much ☺️.

Casper has been a cuddlebug today, he knows I'm not doing so well at the moment so lots of sloppy kisses ❤️.

It's very frustrating not hearing from my land agent especially when it's kind of important like this.

Needed the picture to match the name ☺️

How's your day been sweet?

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@ENKELI will reply to you as soon as I can sweetheart, just out at the moment. Was trying to catch up while I had a few minutes but ran out of time to get through every post.

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I've had a busy work day, but my day is almost over @MissGremlin

I feel pretty wiped though, it's been a huge week emotionally. I'm looking forward to the weekend.

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hiya @MissGremlin!! firstly - loving the username and profile pic.

i'm doing my forums notification catch up and i came across Casper's first birthday pics, SO CUTE!!! i hope you both had a lovely time. 💙

p.s. what were the gifts that he got??

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just read your poem too - i can hear that you're carrying a lot of there's a lot pain and trying your best to push through, i see your strength.

love that you've been continuing to post those latest kate quotes and silly socks, they really make my day!! also loving the diamond art 😍

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@NightFury i get that wiped out feeling. I only just got home. I have things I want to say but trying to find the words just isn't happening right now. My head is pounding and I need an iced coffee, I haven't had one today.

Have you got anything on this weekend sweet?

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Hello @rav3n, so lovely to see you here again ❤️.

Casper had a good day and had so much fun opening his presents. He got a dinosaur, axolotl and flamingo, all teddies that squeak or crinkle, he loves anything that makes noise.

That strength really has gone, I'm exhausted and defeated. I'm feeling so hurt tonight and just let down by every service possible. (I'm safe).

Thankyou. I'm trying to keep sharing things, trying to find anything to focus on, to cling to, anything other than the pain of reality.

Hope you are going well ❤️.

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So sorry to hear @MissGremlin

Sitting with you

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I have to really catch up on things at home this weekend @MissGremlin a weekend away has made me feel like I'm swamped by it all here.

I have bowls tomorrow, and an assigment to work on and hand in on Sunday. I have an RDO on Monday so I want to spend Monday as a rest day.

What about you?

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Thankyou @tyme

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