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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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It sounds like you have a really tough day ahead @MissGremlin I'm sorry that you have to go through all of the fear and uncertainty. I have all of my fingers and toes crossed for you. I hope a little time and space has given your landlord opportunity to consider your negotiations...I really do hope so.

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@NightFury thankyou sweet ❤️.

If you are up for it later I'd love to have a cuppa with you.

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I'd love to have a cuppa with you later @MissGremlin

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You confused me there with the name change! I was looking through my notifications and wondering who was tagging me! @MissGremlin

Im sorry everything has been so hard and that shutdown space is really difficult to manage. There is nothing you can do. I’m even shit down from my dogs which is hurting me. I love them dearly and I’m pretending so that can’t tell but it’s hard.

Im thinking of you.

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@Captain24 sorry to confuse you sweet.

It really is so difficult to manage. I know the feeling, I'm getting frustrated with Casper cos I'm so overwhelmed with everything going on, I still love him but it's just so hard at the moment.

Thinking of you too sweetheart and sending you hugs ❤️

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Morning @MissGremlin sorry about last night I bounced off the forum after a bit so didn’t see your reply sorry about that. I love that shadowmod came by 🙏

I see re name change! Nah I think people figure it out quickly when you read the conversation or post we know it’s you hehe 😊 posting on tool shed will help too as there’s a big catchment of people there that love your quotes you post 😊

Aw glad Casper is better and love that he is having fun playing with his toys 🥰🐶


Again sorry I didn’t see your post last night and sorry the crisis service missed the mark. It does sound stressful about the lease and not getting answers I wonder what that’s about on your landlords end but I am a bit concerned about that with you.

good to connect with you and I noticed you changed your profile pic too 😊, so cute!

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Checking in on you @MissGremlin

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@MissGremlin yes, it's hard not being able to discuss it and I wish there was a way that we could send a quick message that simply states we will be away for a few days. I worry if I don't hear from several members on the forum and this break was difficult because I was worried about you.

I considered whether I would come back and for now I will continue to "contribute" - lol is it a contribution?! 😂

I had a lot of time to pray though and I am still asking God for a solution for you. My faith has been like a mustard seed of late but it's still there.

Naughty Casper, why do our babies have to stress us out like that! Thank goodness it wasn't worse like you said. I wish we had services like they do in the US that provide low cost vet help to people who don't have the means to pay for expensive vet bills.

My crazy cat lady friend spent $15 000 on one of her own cats and while I love my cat I don't know that I would have paid that much.

I have study to catch up on today, I hope your day doesn't cause too much stress for you sweetheart xo

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Hi @Chasingsunsets hope things are going okay for you.

Lovely to hear from you xo

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, doing my best to hang in there.

How's things over there?

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