Battles

@MissGremlin I've been thinking of and praying for you gorgeous. I hope it went well with GP.

Message when you're up to it, no rush xoxo

@ENKELI i was going to comment on the toolshed about this morning but chose to leave it out of there.

I honestly don't know why I bothered with my doctors appointment, I feel completely let down. My doctor doesn't know what to do anymore, not that he doesn't care just that we've tried everything. My doctor did say that maybe I'm in a manic given the lack of sleep but yet not tired in a physical sense, but that was just a thought.

I just had the mental health team ring me and of course I'm unable to talk due to having other people around so now she's going to ring back tomorrow. But when they've said that before they haven't kept to it so I don't hold much hope.

I was avoiding posting today cos all that i feel will come out is negativity which i don't like but right now it's hard to see positives. I won't say how I'm feeling cos it's just a whole bunch of negative thoughts towards my self (I'm safe).

Love and hugs sweetheart, thankyou for being so amazing ❤️

@PeppyPatti awww happy birthday Peanut ☺️❤️.

Thankyou for Caspers birthday wishes ☺️.

Love and hugs to you my sweet ❤️.

@MissGremlin aw honey I'm sorry it's all negative. Days like that just drag on. I'm glad you're safe but I am concerned for and thinking of you.

If you need to vent honey, go ahead. Whatever you need to do, I am here xoxo

@ENKELI today really has felt like it's dragged on and it's still not bedtime yet.

Thankyou sweetheart ❤️.

Maybe I'll let things out later but for now I have to hold myself together, anyone got some duct tape 😂.

How's your day been beautiful?

@MissGremlin I've been avoiding completing my units due tomorrow by chatting with Tab and StuF about terrible Aus movies.
I will get the units completed but I'm in need of something to eat right now.

Have you got a diamond painting to do or something that will help you to relax for now?

@ENKELI ahhh task avoidance, I'm a pro at that one 😂. To be fair chatting to Tab and StuF is always fun ☺️. What you going to have to eat?

I'll do some diamond art later. For now I'm just trying to have 5 minutes of peace and quiet before I start dinner.

@MissGremlin peace and quiet is good.

I had peanut butter on corn thins. I need to drop kgs and am trying to eat better.

I wish I could trade places with you re not sleeping. I'd happily give you my sleep hours.

Lol I think we have a few things in common, like procrastination.

I'm guessing you have bipolar?

Was it you who had to taper off your meds? Sorry hon, brain is a bit fuzzy lately

@ENKELI peace and quiet is definitely good, just not something I get much of 😂.

Oh yummy 😋. I've been trying to lose weight but it just doesn't budge.

I've forgotten what it's like to actually get a decent night's sleep.

Haha yes, I'm very good at procrastinating 😂.

I have many mental health issues, bipolar being one of them but the main is BPD.

It wasn't me with the medication taper, though I have had to deal with that previously. I can't even take medications now.

@MissGremlin sorry sweet, my bad. No medication, wow. You have amazing strength to cope with bipolar and BPD without medical assistance.

I have bipolar 2 and without medication it was dreadful.

One foot in front of the other sweet xo