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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@ENKELI It really is hard to find any positives but I'm trying but best to. Right now I feel like the only positive I have is being able to connect here.

Icky 37⁰, can't the hot weather go away already 😂. Reckon it's a perfect day to stay inside and do some study.

My appointment is at 9.30am. Other than that I don't have anything on for the day. I know what I need to say to him it's just time restrictions make it hard to get everything out.

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@MissGremlin ah got you re the time restriction. Hopefully you'll have enough time to tell him everything. Time constraints are another stressor that you don't need at the moment.

I'll be thinking of you, I can't guarantee I'll be awake given the time difference but you'll be in my thoughts.

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@ENKELI the time constraints only add to the stress really. But my doctor also doesn't rush me so that's at least a comfort to know.

Thankyou sweetheart ❤️.

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, checking in with you today ❤️

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Morning @MissGremlin I've been awake since 4.30 am, and I didn't sleep well last night. My muscles are still sore, but not as bad yesterday.

I've made it to work and I'm about to start my day.

How's your morning so far?

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@NightFury oh sweet, I'm sorry it was a rough night with sleep. Glad that you aren't as sore today, hoping as the day goes on it gets better.

You've done so well to make it to work, I hope the day goes ok.

I've been awake since 4.23am so can relate and before that it was a crappy night with panic attacks. I'm just trying to focus on getting through to my doctors appointment at 9.30am.

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I wish you luck for your DR's appointment this morning @MissGremlin

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Thankyou @NightFury my sweet ❤️

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Omg it’s Pranuts birthday today he’s one years old !!

Happy Birthday Casper !!

 

@StuF @MissGremlin @NightFury @ENKELI @Jynx

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Dearest @MissGremlin

I hope you have a calm day today.
love to you 🦚💕🍀🐕

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