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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury it's come around too quickly. It's sh scary to be faced with this situation especially when everything feels out of my control now. Like I've rung every possible service, I've had meetings both in person and over the phone to try to get support but noone can help.

I've just sent the email and tried to put a much information in there like the guy on the phone said to do. But even this if I'm lucky might change my category for public housing, still no quick fix given that the wait list for category 1 is still 5 years. Ugh I feel completely powerless and defeated (I'm safe).

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I'm so very sorry that you are going through this @MissGremlin

I can't do a lot to help, other than let you know that I am here for you.

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Thankyou @NightFury my sweet, you being here and listening really helps ❤️.

I'm going to see if I can have a nap before I have to head out this afternoon.

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@MissGremlin how are you doing?

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@NightFury i just got home. I'm feeling very emotional.

How's things going for you sweet?

Would you like to have a cuppa with me?

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I'm feeling a bit sore and sorry for myself. @MissGremlin I have random sore muscles everywhere, but the worst is in my back around the left side of my ribs.

I would love to have a cuppa with you.

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@NightFury ouchies, gentle hugs sweetheart ❤️. Did you maybe sleep funny or move the wrong way?

Yay ☺️.

I need an iced coffee, it's cool here but I'm feeling rather warm. What are you going to have?

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I don't know. Maybe @MissGremlin my legs are sore but that's because of giving Luna a hair cut. My back...I'm not sure. The only thing I can think of is either lifting Luna in and out of the car (she weighs 30 kilograms) on Friday or something at bowls on Saturday....or I've just been holding a lot of tension.

I'm having an iced coffee too. It's a muggy day here, so I feel like a cold drink.

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@NightFury could be from lifting Luna. But i know holding alot of tension can also make us sore and achey, I've been feeling that lately cos of being in that constant state of panic. Either way I'm hoping you feel better soon my sweet ❤️.

It's only 19⁰ here at the moment but still 75% humidity. I'm over the mugginess.

An iced coffee for both of us sounds perfect ☺️

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It could also be my body's way of making me slow down. @MissGremlin I get sore when I've been holding a lot of tension and anxiety in my body. I know my nervous system was heightened last week and even over the weekend.

It's going down pretty well, to be honest.

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