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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Mar 2025, 8:19 pm AEDT

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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In response to: Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor28 Feb 2026, 7:47 am AEDT

Re: Battles

@ENKELI hmmm a plant that i really like. This is a different one and hard to find, sadly my plant didn't survive last summer, but it's called Gaillardia 'fanfare'.

I love gardening but struggle to find the motivation to keep on top of weeds, but I struggle with being in the sun aswell cos it makes me feel like I'm coming down with the flu. How cool that she now buys you plants instead of flowers.

As much as I dislike going to the shops i could never do click and collect, i don't like the thought of someone else picking my food 😂. Today is the day I have to tackle many shops so have to walk from one side of the mall to the other.

Aww you're such a sweetheart ❤️.

That dream sounds amazing ☺️.

Can you imagine the shenanigans we'd get up to 😂. I also can't deal with odd numbers, my radio volume always has to be at an even number 😂.

I managed to get a bit more sleep last night but still woke up having panic attacks several times. Today I just feel very emotional and I'm teary.

Hope you have a lovely day today beautiful, lots of love and hugs for you ❤️.