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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury hope lawn bowls goes ok tomorrow and giving Luna a haircut and bath. Honestly having a lazy weekend sounds perfect, you definitely deserve it.

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I don't know about deserving it @MissGremlin but I've been almost craving it for weeks.

What do you have planned for the weekend?

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@NightFury well I think you deserve it. You've been doing so well to manage everything.

I have to go to the shops tomorrow but other than that I don't have anything on.

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Hey @MissGremlin

Im sorry you didn’t get much sleep. I hope you got some rest today.

Im really sorry but im tired of judgemental people. This place is not a place for judgement. I’m sorry that you have to validate me all the time.

While ever they continue to judge I don’t feel comfortable on here. It’s not the first time they have done that.

Im really sorry. I do think of you all the time and I’m sorry to do this but I just need to think of my wellbeing. I would really still love to chat to you over there if you are wanting to or would like too.

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@Captain24 sweetheart none of the posts about judgement are directed towards you. I don't have to validate you all the time sweet, it's something I choose to do cos I care.

I'm sorry that it's made you feel uncomfortable.

I'm always happy to chat to you sweet, i enjoy our chats. And it's a pleasure to be able to be here to support you ❤️.

I'm going to hop over to your thread sweet and we can chat there if you would like to ☺️

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@MissGremlin oh sweetheart what a hard place you're in.

No drama about your family, I won't ask anything that makes you uncomfortable and I'm so sorry if I upset you.

I do understand about being there for others, sometimes it's been advantageous because it takes my mind off my problems.

I have found that some people are hard work and just complain about their situation without ever checking how I am and that's where I've had to draw the line.

You're always in my thoughts and prayers and I really do want a miracle for you my sweet xoxo

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@ENKELI you didn't upset me sweetheart, it's completely ok.

It helps me to be here supporting and connecting with others. I've been lucky here that those i talk to do check in to see how I'm going even when they have alot going on for themselves. It's the real world where I've had issues with people just taking and never giving which is why I only have one proper friend.

Thankyou sweetheart, I'm so grateful for your support and prayers ❤️.

How was your day beautiful?

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@MissGremlin I'm glad your experience online is positive, it's certainly helpful. I know that when I engage with you and a couple of others I always feel better.

My day was quiet, I did some study and played Fishdom. I'm glad the weekend is going to be cooler and I'm going for a shopping date at Funnings with my bestie. Time to get some new plants.

My garden is my happy place.

Do you have weekend plans sweet?

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@ENKELI awwww sweet, I'm glad that engaging with me and a couple of others helps to make you feel better ❤️.

A quiet day sounds nice. I'm glad that its going to be a cooler weekend aswell, hope you enjoy the shopping date at funnings with your bestie ☺️.

I always love seeing your beautiful plants 😍.

I have to head to the shops tomorrow but other than that I don't have anything planned.

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@MissGremlin do you have a particular plant that you really like?

My aunt used to tease me and say that it was ex friend who did the gardening but she saw my own garden and realised she was wrong. Now she buys me plants instead of flowers!

I have to do grocery shopping as well, I'm thinking of doing a click and collect order so I don't over spend, which I tend to do when instore.

I hope you get a chance to relax and rest this weekend gorgeous. If you lived in WA I'd probably hunt you down and find a nice little house for you and Casper to live in!

My ultimate dream was to buy a large block and build 4 units on it - one for my brother, one for my mum, one for bestie and one for me. The units that bestie and I had would have a catio joining the two so our moggies would be able to roam safely.

Then @Glisten decided she wanted one as well so I imagined a larger property and with 6 units on it (I can't do odd numbers, it messes with my brain) so she could have one. See, there's one free for you and Casper.

Ah if wishes were horses....

I really hope you get some sleep tonight sweetheart, and that your weekend is peaceful xoxo

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