Battles

I haven't fallen asleep...yet. @MissGremlin there's still time. Lol. I have had a silent mental freak out over a perceived rejection from a colleague that I'm still overthinking.

You're carrying a lot and processing a lot of emotions, go gentle with your wonderful, brave self.

@NightFury lol yes I guess there's still time 😂. Oh that can be tough to sit with sweet, just remember our brains are good at going to that worst case scenario even when it's not actually the case.

Thankyou sweetheart, I'm trying to be gentle with myself ❤️

My brain is an expert at that @MissGremlin I guess falling asleep yesterday and me over analysing the perceived rejection from my colleague had brought up thoughts of..."why can't I just be normal?"

@NightFury oh mine too, don't worry. Silly brains need to chill out 😂.

That 'why can't I just be normal?' question gets me alot, but then what is normal? And to be honest whatever normal is i don't think I'd actually want to be it, this is when we can start to be able to embrace our quirks. You are a wonderful and amazing person just how you are ❤️.

That question comes up for me, but usually because I'm judging myself against what I see others doing @MissGremlin most of the time peopleing is hard for me.

@NightFury i do the same sweet. Just most of the time, I find it hard all the time Iol.

We are are own worst critics sometimes.

How's the coffee going @MissGremlin ?

@NightFury i decided to have some iced tea instead. I had to head out so I'm sitting outside at the moment waiting, there's a nice breeze.

How's your coffee sweet?

It's pretty much gone! @MissGremlin just a sip left.

Sitting outside in the breeze sounds lovely, it really does.

@NightFury savour that last sip sweet.

It's not too bad could do without the noise though lol.