Battles

@NightFury i look forward to it.

Today everything feels so heavy, too heavy. I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. I'm crying and I can't stop the tears from flowing, it's hard to breathe properly cos everything hurts. I've fought so hard to get help, for things to change. I've waited for years for things to get better, to try to find hope. But it just hasn't happened, things haven't changed or gotten better, I still can't get help and I don't see any hope.

Today i feel truly defeated, I'm exhausted and worn down. I'm here, I'm existing, but I'm not living, I don't feel like I have a purpose in this world. I want nothing more than to just be held, to know that somehow things are going to be ok.

I just needed to get this out. I'm safe for now. I'm laying on my lounge with Casper and a movie on in the background.

Good morning @MissGremlin

Thank you for sharing with us and telling the community what you need. WE are here for you 😘

Sorry things feel so darn heavy right now.

Couch cuddles with Casper and a movie sound like good medicine to me, and I am glad to hear that you are safe.

Sending all my best to you..virtual hugs as well.

Take care of you 💌

Hello @hopeful_hannah, thankyou ❤️.

I hope you are having a lovely day.

@MissGremlin my friend would you like a coffee?

@NightFury i would love to have a coffee with you my sweet.

I'll go and make one then. @MissGremlin we have a coffee machine at work, so I love it!

@NightFury I'm actually just going to have some iced tea, my tummy is a bit upset today.

Having a coffee machine at work sounds awesome.

How's the day been for you so far sweet?

The day hasn't been too bad @MissGremlin I've had a couple of meetings and done a few jobs, and organised a few meetings over the rest of the week.

How are you holding up over there?

@NightFury I'm glad it hasn't been too bad and you haven't fallen asleep today so that's a bonus ☺️.

I'm honestly a mess today to be honest. I cried so much earlier then fell asleep on my lounge but I woke up just before in a panic and now the tears are flowing again. I'm not really sure what's wrong with me today. Right now I'm just glad to have connection here.