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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury it's ok sweet.

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How's it going over there? @MissGremlin

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@NightFury heavy, it's been a hard day.

How's things over there?

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Hugs @MissGremlin that sucks and I'm sorry I wasn't around for you.

I'm a bit embarrassed. I fell asleep this morning, sitting up at my desk. I was three hours into a 6 hour training video and I nodded off. I jerked myself awake. We have shared office space, I had two colleagues in the same office. None of them said anything.

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@NightFury it's ok sweet, i know you get busy with work. I had to take Casper to the vet this morning, his right ear is really red and hot. Thankfully I've caught it before it turned into an infection so he's on steroids for 2 weeks to stop it from getting worse and help it heal.

Oh sweet, it sounds like your body was completely exhausted. Did you get much sleep last night?

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Oh no! Poor little Casper! @MissGremlin I hope he's feeling better soon.

No, I didn't really get a good night's sleep. I had weird dreams and I woke at about 3 am. Because I was awake, Luna wanted to go out. I don't think I went back to sleep.

I've struggled to keep my eyes open all day.

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@NightFury he's still his normal happy self which is good.

Sounds like a really rough night sweet, hope you can get a good night's sleep tonight.

Hugs beautiful ❤️

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I'm glad that he's still his normal, happy self. @MissGremlin

And I hope we can both get the sleep and rest that we need tonight.

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@NightFury yes i think we both need and deserve a good night's sleep.

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Hello @ENKELI sweetheart, how are you going? ❤️

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